✪ Discedo! The city upon a storm cloud! ✪ [Text]
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With the previous events finally settling and Halloween coming to a close, I believe I'm growing complacent here, more so then I'd like to admit.
Discedo, the city upon a storm cloud...
Sitting upon the rooftops from time to time, looking at the abandoned buildings and cracked streets, they can be quite beautiful in their own way. Each decaying building has it's own unique marks upon it's distorted face. The clouds passing and the unique moons as the suns set. The grumble and cries of monsters don't feel at all different from the ones in Hell anymore... is it sad I've grown used to them all the same?
Lately, I do believe I've become more selfish. I enjoy the ability to make my own decisions in this world. However, a part of me miss the days where my tasks were much easier to identify and carry out. I love my friends and family I've gained in this world but I'm starting to tear inwardly when they're all are in need of help and I can't provide that help simultaneously. Even with my magic, I can't help but still feel inadequate.
I do hope Knuckles-san is alright...
I still try to believe we're all here for a reason... even if it's something simple. I'm unsure of my own... but Yuuko-chan once said I have changed. Looking back, I suppose there are things I have done now that I wouldn't have previously. It's as if there is more and more that is weighing me down lately. Problems and perhaps even feelings I never had to worry about before. Gateau, as much as I despise him and as much as his words sting sometimes, I know he isn't without a mind. Although sometimes, it's questionable... Still, I fear sometimes the flaws he points out in me are indeed true. Not to the degree in which he claims. I'm not lustful. I can't be. I just wouldn't. However, I wonder what exact feeling of love brought my mistresses to their rightful husbands... and what it was that brought Melody-sama to confess to Raphael-san. I can't help but feel as though I'm missing something.
Christmas is upon us, now. I have more work than ever if I am to have a cake and presents ready in time.
I wonder what to get Sensei...
Well, I better head back now. Who knows what kind of trouble awaits us today in the hospital. I hope it's not too bad...
With the previous events finally settling and Halloween coming to a close, I believe I'm growing complacent here, more so then I'd like to admit.
Discedo, the city upon a storm cloud...
Sitting upon the rooftops from time to time, looking at the abandoned buildings and cracked streets, they can be quite beautiful in their own way. Each decaying building has it's own unique marks upon it's distorted face. The clouds passing and the unique moons as the suns set. The grumble and cries of monsters don't feel at all different from the ones in Hell anymore... is it sad I've grown used to them all the same?
Lately, I do believe I've become more selfish. I enjoy the ability to make my own decisions in this world. However, a part of me miss the days where my tasks were much easier to identify and carry out. I love my friends and family I've gained in this world but I'm starting to tear inwardly when they're all are in need of help and I can't provide that help simultaneously. Even with my magic, I can't help but still feel inadequate.
I do hope Knuckles-san is alright...
I still try to believe we're all here for a reason... even if it's something simple. I'm unsure of my own... but Yuuko-chan once said I have changed. Looking back, I suppose there are things I have done now that I wouldn't have previously. It's as if there is more and more that is weighing me down lately. Problems and perhaps even feelings I never had to worry about before. Gateau, as much as I despise him and as much as his words sting sometimes, I know he isn't without a mind. Although sometimes, it's questionable... Still, I fear sometimes the flaws he points out in me are indeed true. Not to the degree in which he claims. I'm not lustful. I can't be. I just wouldn't. However, I wonder what exact feeling of love brought my mistresses to their rightful husbands... and what it was that brought Melody-sama to confess to Raphael-san. I can't help but feel as though I'm missing something.
Christmas is upon us, now. I have more work than ever if I am to have a cake and presents ready in time.
I wonder what to get Sensei...
Well, I better head back now. Who knows what kind of trouble awaits us today in the hospital. I hope it's not too bad...