Tonight
Tonight was, well actually the last 2 nights were interesting and long.....
It seemed like it took friday forever to arrive, but it finally did and I got to spend some quality time with my new interest, Meghan. She is so fucking awesome in so many ways, and we actually have a lot of stuff in common. Shes interesting, fun, intelectual, beautiful, and over all out of my league.
So she comes and chills with me at work on fri. (I love that this job allows me to get paid for 2 hours of chillin). The original plan was to have an intimate evening of beer drinking and hottubbing. i also wanted to introduce her to some of my friends so we were gonna hit up the bar. I talk to the other white SP and bubbas up chillin out of school and all. So I decided to head out to unity and, as you may already know, this involves hitting the slopes and staying up untill 9am. We had an awesome time and everyone seemed to love M. every time shed turn her back or leave the room I'd get a thumbs up or a "man you did a good job finding this one", Batch even took me into the other room and said "good job Man, shes beautiful cool and intellegent" which is all true and I already knew. we had to be back in concord to pick up her daughter at 9. Her daughters name is lochlan, shes 6 and she refers to me only as Shiggity, it's wicked cute. Once her daughter came home we tossed on a movie and crashed out. Lochlan went downstairs, popped in a couple DVD's and actually let us sleep for five hours, so well manored. The sleep was much needed. When I was about to leave lochlan got invited to a slumber party so Meghan came back up with me, we cuddled in the hottub and now she is keeping me company at work. Shes actually in a room sleeping right now because of the cleaning guy but he never showed up so I should go wake her ass up. I really like her which, right now, is kinda scary. Personaly I have always wanted a family so the single mom thing doesn't bother me but also causes me to be just that much more tenative toward jumping into a relationship. I'm falling for meghan and I'm aware of the responsibilities involved in dating a single mom, I know lochlan likes me which is good, but if this gets anymore serious am I ready to be a father figure? I can barely support myself, and Meghan just quit her job due to sexual harrasment. This really gives me a lot to think about. To be quite honest the thought of tempting her to pick up and move to FL with me has crossed my mind more than once but I haven't known her that long. Before I make any decisions I need to be sure I'm not blinded. Again a lot to think about. I think I still just need to enjoy whats going on right now. I do really like her and Im not sure if I will be able to just gove her up since it's so hard to find a girl with anything in comman with me let alone one who is amazing on so many levels and actually likes me. When we first met she said I look like a blond Johnny Depp. I think thats probably the best compliment I've ever gotten even though it's not really true. Yeah a blond annorexic johnny depp on crack. Either way I feel very lucky winning her affection and I really wann go give her kisses so I think I'll put this mental debate on hold and peace out. Latta
It seemed like it took friday forever to arrive, but it finally did and I got to spend some quality time with my new interest, Meghan. She is so fucking awesome in so many ways, and we actually have a lot of stuff in common. Shes interesting, fun, intelectual, beautiful, and over all out of my league.
So she comes and chills with me at work on fri. (I love that this job allows me to get paid for 2 hours of chillin). The original plan was to have an intimate evening of beer drinking and hottubbing. i also wanted to introduce her to some of my friends so we were gonna hit up the bar. I talk to the other white SP and bubbas up chillin out of school and all. So I decided to head out to unity and, as you may already know, this involves hitting the slopes and staying up untill 9am. We had an awesome time and everyone seemed to love M. every time shed turn her back or leave the room I'd get a thumbs up or a "man you did a good job finding this one", Batch even took me into the other room and said "good job Man, shes beautiful cool and intellegent" which is all true and I already knew. we had to be back in concord to pick up her daughter at 9. Her daughters name is lochlan, shes 6 and she refers to me only as Shiggity, it's wicked cute. Once her daughter came home we tossed on a movie and crashed out. Lochlan went downstairs, popped in a couple DVD's and actually let us sleep for five hours, so well manored. The sleep was much needed. When I was about to leave lochlan got invited to a slumber party so Meghan came back up with me, we cuddled in the hottub and now she is keeping me company at work. Shes actually in a room sleeping right now because of the cleaning guy but he never showed up so I should go wake her ass up. I really like her which, right now, is kinda scary. Personaly I have always wanted a family so the single mom thing doesn't bother me but also causes me to be just that much more tenative toward jumping into a relationship. I'm falling for meghan and I'm aware of the responsibilities involved in dating a single mom, I know lochlan likes me which is good, but if this gets anymore serious am I ready to be a father figure? I can barely support myself, and Meghan just quit her job due to sexual harrasment. This really gives me a lot to think about. To be quite honest the thought of tempting her to pick up and move to FL with me has crossed my mind more than once but I haven't known her that long. Before I make any decisions I need to be sure I'm not blinded. Again a lot to think about. I think I still just need to enjoy whats going on right now. I do really like her and Im not sure if I will be able to just gove her up since it's so hard to find a girl with anything in comman with me let alone one who is amazing on so many levels and actually likes me. When we first met she said I look like a blond Johnny Depp. I think thats probably the best compliment I've ever gotten even though it's not really true. Yeah a blond annorexic johnny depp on crack. Either way I feel very lucky winning her affection and I really wann go give her kisses so I think I'll put this mental debate on hold and peace out. Latta