sometimes i think this is all i have left to live for
ive built choppers before but this one is special for some reason, i actually found the frame in the garbage on my own out in the garbage free suburb. the bike went through a radical transformation i wish i had a picture of it when i found it. i cant see myself without this bike so much of me went into it, when im depressed of feeling down i get on it go for a ride or just sit on it and admire the view from the handlebars. ive been riding this one a lot lately too cause to tell you the truth im losing faith in a lot of things to the point where suicide is in consideration. i mean shit was fucked up for me before but its getting worse, im not strong enough to deal with this shit i just want to go somewhere and dissappear for a while. the only peace i feel is when im with my friends at the rat patrol or sitting on my chopper