Jul 01, 2005 12:08
Emily and my relationship was fucked up to shit...
So when I found Katy I thought I might have found something in her that I could be around for a while...
Well...
I did find something in her...
A quality that I actually love about her...
But she's just not ready...
Eh...
I'm sick of looking for a "significant other"...
Hence the "postponing"...
I've decided to take a vacation from all this relationship bullshit...
I'm done for a good while...
Or until life surprises me with someone...
But I highly doubt thats going to happen anytime soon...
So...
I'm just gonna chill on the side lines of the romance world for a while...
"Spectate" for a while as apposed to "playing"...
Who knows when the coach will put me back in for another play...
I'm not in any hurry to get back in it to be quite honest...
It's now time for me to find peace with myself...
Something I havn't had in over a decade...
...
This should be fun...