Pergo
To continue, to go on with.
I've not updated for... awhile. So I figured, why not. There's not much interesting to say, but it can be said nonetheless.
I'm surviving I guess. I'm really spending a lot of time doing inane things, things that take up my mental capacity and allow me to not think. I've actually picked up a couple new projects. A new book or two, a new interest in reading up on not the pracition, like before, but on the history of the occult, and a new roleplaying system with a handful of other people, hoping to actually get it to being a full fledged system. A bit lofty, and time consuming, randomly playing and poking around mostly for now, but it's fun. I've also been doing my practice teaching with the Red Cross. I'll need to do another session next week, but after that, I'm done and can get actual teaching assignments, as opposed to helping out. Something else to occupy time that would otherwise be spent brooding. In my wanderings and ravings, I've actually come back into contact with an old friend that I've missed. She and I have been spending a bit of time together, though nothing of the romantic (( or not so romantic)) sort is present, you little perverts :P. We've been catching up, and exchanging anime names and such. All good fun. I've also started doing YODA again. For those of you who don't know, YODA is Youth Of the Digital Age, wherein me and 4 other teens/young adults teach a room full of hyper 10-12 year olds how to make something that vaguely resembles a web page, using only google images and notepad. Ridiculous amounts of fun I tell you. Ridiculous at least.
That's most of what's been going on. I've been keeping up with friends, and trying to concentrate on school. Unfortunately, my head doesn't seem to want to most of the time, and that leads to rather... frustrating situations wherein I'm kinda thinking about it, but I'm also kind of thinking about the future and what may happen and how it could happen, and how much it might kill me if it does.
*sighs* Unfortunately, this has reached the point that it's kinda not helping my mental state anymore, so I'm gonna cut it off and wander away.
Sayonara.
I've not updated for... awhile. So I figured, why not. There's not much interesting to say, but it can be said nonetheless.
I'm surviving I guess. I'm really spending a lot of time doing inane things, things that take up my mental capacity and allow me to not think. I've actually picked up a couple new projects. A new book or two, a new interest in reading up on not the pracition, like before, but on the history of the occult, and a new roleplaying system with a handful of other people, hoping to actually get it to being a full fledged system. A bit lofty, and time consuming, randomly playing and poking around mostly for now, but it's fun. I've also been doing my practice teaching with the Red Cross. I'll need to do another session next week, but after that, I'm done and can get actual teaching assignments, as opposed to helping out. Something else to occupy time that would otherwise be spent brooding. In my wanderings and ravings, I've actually come back into contact with an old friend that I've missed. She and I have been spending a bit of time together, though nothing of the romantic (( or not so romantic)) sort is present, you little perverts :P. We've been catching up, and exchanging anime names and such. All good fun. I've also started doing YODA again. For those of you who don't know, YODA is Youth Of the Digital Age, wherein me and 4 other teens/young adults teach a room full of hyper 10-12 year olds how to make something that vaguely resembles a web page, using only google images and notepad. Ridiculous amounts of fun I tell you. Ridiculous at least.
That's most of what's been going on. I've been keeping up with friends, and trying to concentrate on school. Unfortunately, my head doesn't seem to want to most of the time, and that leads to rather... frustrating situations wherein I'm kinda thinking about it, but I'm also kind of thinking about the future and what may happen and how it could happen, and how much it might kill me if it does.
*sighs* Unfortunately, this has reached the point that it's kinda not helping my mental state anymore, so I'm gonna cut it off and wander away.
Sayonara.