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I dunno, I'm just off, and got really annoyed at this, so I decide to ramble at you all and maybe get some feedback and tips.
I despise my body. Now this is not the normal "I'm too fat/skinny/ugly/plain/etc." This is, I hate the way it causes me pain. Well, actually, that may be more normal then worrying about how it looks in my group of friends... anyway! My body seems to have it out for me. I occasionally experience intense pain for little or no reason. Two identifiable problems are thus: 1) My family has a history of exceptionally painful, vision reducing migraines. and 2) My inner ear seems to be off-kilter, as I found out recently that I can take very little disorientation, before it makes me naseous. These two problems are most annoying, but a third major problem has cropped up, and for the life of me, I can't figure it out. I seem to consistently have a problem with my muscles. I either get them tying themselves into knots ((Though most people get that, forming a band of hard knotted muscle along their spine)) or pulling one of my favorite tricks, what I'm really here to ramble about. I have been getting the problem where my muscles will slip out of place. Sounds wierd, ne? What happens, seemingly, is a pressure is applied in an odd way, and some muscles are tensed while others aren't, and they slide out of alignment. For instance, the most common one, is if I yawn. Sometimes when I yawn, one of the jaw muscles under the right side of my jaw, will shift out of place, and then expand, making so to get it back into place, I'll have to crush it through the other muscles around it. If I'm careful and quick, I can reach up and actually /feel/ the muscles standing out of place along my neck. The reason i got started on this though, was just a minute ago. By far more painful, I was having trouble flexing my arm... Everytime I did it, it hurt. So I very carefully poked at it, and felt a muscle standing out like it would under my jaw. I ended up having to tense the muscles so I could feel it, and then forcibly /drag/ it over and around the bicep muscles. Once I moved it back, my arm felt and worked fine... It's just odd, and more than a little painful. Anyone got a clue, or thoughts on what I could do? *continues to yammer cause he's tired and it's fun*
I dunno, I'm just off, and got really annoyed at this, so I decide to ramble at you all and maybe get some feedback and tips.
I despise my body. Now this is not the normal "I'm too fat/skinny/ugly/plain/etc." This is, I hate the way it causes me pain. Well, actually, that may be more normal then worrying about how it looks in my group of friends... anyway! My body seems to have it out for me. I occasionally experience intense pain for little or no reason. Two identifiable problems are thus: 1) My family has a history of exceptionally painful, vision reducing migraines. and 2) My inner ear seems to be off-kilter, as I found out recently that I can take very little disorientation, before it makes me naseous. These two problems are most annoying, but a third major problem has cropped up, and for the life of me, I can't figure it out. I seem to consistently have a problem with my muscles. I either get them tying themselves into knots ((Though most people get that, forming a band of hard knotted muscle along their spine)) or pulling one of my favorite tricks, what I'm really here to ramble about. I have been getting the problem where my muscles will slip out of place. Sounds wierd, ne? What happens, seemingly, is a pressure is applied in an odd way, and some muscles are tensed while others aren't, and they slide out of alignment. For instance, the most common one, is if I yawn. Sometimes when I yawn, one of the jaw muscles under the right side of my jaw, will shift out of place, and then expand, making so to get it back into place, I'll have to crush it through the other muscles around it. If I'm careful and quick, I can reach up and actually /feel/ the muscles standing out of place along my neck. The reason i got started on this though, was just a minute ago. By far more painful, I was having trouble flexing my arm... Everytime I did it, it hurt. So I very carefully poked at it, and felt a muscle standing out like it would under my jaw. I ended up having to tense the muscles so I could feel it, and then forcibly /drag/ it over and around the bicep muscles. Once I moved it back, my arm felt and worked fine... It's just odd, and more than a little painful. Anyone got a clue, or thoughts on what I could do? *continues to yammer cause he's tired and it's fun*