the summer of suck.
so this summer seemed like it was going to be awesome back before it started.... i had a two jobs lined up one fun(working with at my friend's convienient store,) one lucrative, i was all set to live on the island and it was going to be great. now i have one job, (and it's not the lucrative one.) i was told i was hired and then i got screwed out of 40 hours because they "over hired." so hopefully now i can either find another job or just work a million hours at the one i have, which by the way is pretty boring. last summer i had at least 4 super mighty best friends all nearby and now i have two. (not counting ross, although he does deserve to be counted because he is super duper amazing and i adore him.) alice and nicole are gone gone gone, poop is working a boodle, johanna moved to montana, and it's just NUTSO! emma and jenn are still around and that's great but i don't see them that much either. and now to top it all off my aunt may have some kind of brain cancer/ tumor thing, now that she's survived breast cancer. why why why why why. over the last year + ish i've gone from being this crazy social butterfly, busy, brave, fun girl and now i'm all boring and addicted to computer solitaire and it sucks. i miss being busy and not a worry wort. i miss being crazy and outrageous, i miss my friends that made me brave and happy. i used to have all kinds of different friends who brought out all kinds of different parts of me which was great. i think that's part of being a gemini, we have multiple personalities. i need to "spice up my life." (you know you're singing spice girls now in your head.) blahhhhhhhhhhh i'm such a whiner.