So far suicide is home.
What has happened? Ryan came to visit. That was fun. I have been doing ok in school. I’ve hung out with Joey, and Steve as well lot of laughs. I’ve changed my oil again, my car is going in tomorrow for a timing belt which will cost me 300 dollars. I applied for a job with DHL, got a call saying my application was ripped in the mail on its way to Ohio. So I had to fill out another, I’m hoping I get the job, $10 an hour, $400 every two weeks. I have purchased a few cds, Road Runner United, I think it’s an excellent cd, Fear Factory, Ill Nino, Disturbed, if there are any others I do not remember them right now. My dad is getting a divorce. My grandmother went to Florida to stay with my grandfather, they got hit by the hurricane, my grandmother and my sister went to St. Augustine, and my grandfather went else where, so only his house was hit. There was a tornado that hit his house, so he’s gonna need a place to stay and help fixing his house. My uncle asked me to go there with him, and I would but I have school that I cant really afford to blow off. I should be getting my own computer this weekend, no internet though, I don’t have the money to pay for my own line. I hate this cold weather, it makes me feel like shit, and gets me down. I wish I could go to Florida, fuck hurricanes, I’ll stand in the middle of it.
THE ENEMY
I finally found myself
I tried to erase all this hate from my body
I tried to end all the lies, all the pain that I caused everyone
But it all seemed so fucking useless
I can’t forgive
And I can’t forget
Don’t you know who the FUCK I am?!
I’m the enemy
The enemy
The enemy
The enemy
I’ve lived a life of regret
I’ve had this burden of guilt suffocating
It’s time to shed this disguise
And it’s time to rise and destroy
Everyone in my fucking path
I can’t forgive
And I can’t forget
Don’t you know who the FUCK I am?!
I’m the enemy
The enemy
The enemy
The enemy
Take a good look at me
I’m your enemy
Don’t try to make amends
There’s just no need to pretend it will all be ok
You can try to run and you can try to hide
But it’s all fucking pointless
I can’t forgive
And I can’t forget
DON'T YOU KNOW WHO THE FUCK I AM!!!!!!!!!!!
I’m the enemy
The enemy
The enemy
The enemy
The enemy
The enemy
The enemy
THE ENEMY
I finally found myself
I tried to erase all this hate from my body
I tried to end all the lies, all the pain that I caused everyone
But it all seemed so fucking useless
I can’t forgive
And I can’t forget
Don’t you know who the FUCK I am?!
I’m the enemy
The enemy
The enemy
The enemy
I’ve lived a life of regret
I’ve had this burden of guilt suffocating
It’s time to shed this disguise
And it’s time to rise and destroy
Everyone in my fucking path
I can’t forgive
And I can’t forget
Don’t you know who the FUCK I am?!
I’m the enemy
The enemy
The enemy
The enemy
Take a good look at me
I’m your enemy
Don’t try to make amends
There’s just no need to pretend it will all be ok
You can try to run and you can try to hide
But it’s all fucking pointless
I can’t forgive
And I can’t forget
DON'T YOU KNOW WHO THE FUCK I AM!!!!!!!!!!!
I’m the enemy
The enemy
The enemy
The enemy
The enemy
The enemy
The enemy