it's pretty clear that it was hardly love

[lowered_voice]

you were so condescending
as the alcohol drained the days
and this is all thats left
empty bottles, spent cigarettes
it's time to move on

I let the kid get to me for too long. I say i'm over him, but i'm so completely not.
Mainly cause I just don't understand.

I probably deserve it, but I just want to know what I did.

I'm trying hard not to hold it against him. I don't want to hate him.