Jun 28, 2006 18:52
I miss him... I love him, but yet I hate him and I never want to talk to him again. Hearing his voice makes me want to die but everything that he says is always so perfect, always making me smile.
Why do I have to feel like this for him? Someone I hate so much I want to see him dead, but then crave his touch... Want to be held in his arms again... The good times... Were always perfect, I felt so comfortable with him... Doing anything... But the bad times, I just wanted my life to stop...
I hate him so much...
But why can't I stand to be without him...
Why can't I get you off my mind?