[one shot] Love is...
Title : Love is...
Author : lovu_lovu_aiba
Beta : andreja1989
Pairing : Junba
Genre : AU, Romance, Light Angst (Incest, I warn you :3)
Rating : R
Disclaimer : The boys aren't mine, I really hope I own them tho XD
Summary : Love is when you wanted not only his heart but also his body… in fact you wanted everything about him…
But for Jun…
Love is when you couldn’t control yourself anymore whenever you see him, your mind working so fast to strip him… Although… Only in your mind…
~*~
Love is…
When you were standing in front of him and forgot the fact that your body is smaller than his, so much smaller than people who attacked him because of the only thing you thought, you didn’t want to see he cried. No matter how small you were, no matter if you knew you would get hurt to protect him.
“Leave him alone!” Jun growled to people who were at least four years older than him swarming him at that moment. He showed his small canine to threaten his seniors. His small hands stretched to both his sides, trying to hide the small figure who knelt on the ground. Jun was lucky when his teacher walked toward them and called them out, swearing that he would punish anyone who would fight at school and made the attackers run away.
Jun turned his body as he was trying his best to make his hands stop shaking crazily. He rested his hand on the boy’s shoulder as he said “Don’t cry… they are not here anymore…”
The boy lifted his face, the tears flooded and wetted his chubby face, Jun… although he was just 1st grade at that time, blushing so hard when he saw the big eyes looking back at him, the drop of water made the boy’s eyelashes wet as a pair of brown eyes peeked behind them. The boy sniffed and smiled to Jun, “Thank you Jun-chan… I know you always protect me…”
Jun had to hold himself back to explain that the teacher saved them, not him, but there came no voice out from his lips. He instead hit the guy’s head slowly, “If you cry like that they will enjoy it and bully you again later! What if I’m not here to save you?!”
Thy boy giggled, “But I know you will always be here for me… So I don’t need to worry about anything…”
Jun glared at him but said nothing, except promising to himself that he would eyeing the boy every time, Jun couldn’t let him play alone, people would bully him easily. They boy held his hand and smiled brightly to him, although his tears still remained on his cheeks but Jun couldn’t think anything except that he would do anything to protect that smile…
Love is… when you’d love to do anything to protect someone smile…
But for Jun…
Love is when you know it was crazy and stupid to face people who are bigger than you to protect him but you did it anyway…
Love is…
When you had to run back home as you heard he left his lunch box on the dining table. You ran as fast as you could to make sure he didn’t miss his lunch, because you knew he was weak and really easy to get sick but he was careless enough to make a chance to make himself sicker or because you knew he didn’t like to buy bread in canteen or eat your lunch instead.
Jun glanced to his watch fast, ten minutes before the break. He was wearing his damp exercise cloth as he spurred his pace faster as it was possible. His school wasn’t that far from his house but it was almost impossible to reach it in ten minutes, Jun cursed although his breath ragged, the air strangled his neck.
On his first step in the school ground he could hear the school bell tolling as sign for break time. He ran along the school hallway, trying to not crush into anyone in the way. He didn’t care when people saw him weirdly or the fact that he had to run in senior class hallway. He reached 3rd grade class right when the guy he was looking for walked out from the class.
“Whoa, what is it Jun-chan?” the doe-eyes like looked at Jun in confusion.
Jun tried to control his breath as he pushed the box to the guy’s chest, “Don’t… call me… Jun-chan!”
The guy took the box from Jun’s hand, “Thank you! I wanted to go to toilet before having lunch, didn’t even notice I left it home, mom called you?”
“Text,” Jun answered shortly, didn’t try to remind him that it happened because he turned off his phone, or simply run off battery.
“Ja, let’s eat lunch together, you are already here anyway…”
“Can’t you see I’m still wearing my exercise uniform, you idiot!” Jun nagged him as the later only stared at him back, “I won’t take your lunch box ever again! So you better not leave it at home anymore! You can at least remember about lunch box properly, right?”
Jun threw his last glare as he walked away, but he still could hear the guy’s answer, “You said it every time I left my lunch box at home, but you always pick it for me…”
“This is the last time!” Jun said but didn’t slower his pace.
The guy laughed in response, “And how many last time you have Jun-chan?”
Jun cursed again but ignored him, he just wanted to change his clothes and eat his lunch peacefully. He was tired, wet, smelly and annoyed. He felt even more annoyed toward himself because he felt relieved that the guy got his lunch on the proper time.
Love is when you would love to sacrifice anything for him…
But for Jun…
Love is when you did the same stuff for him again and again, knew that he won’t learn but still did it anyway…
Love is…
When you got your own broken heart, swallowed it alone every time he told you about his new lover, or every time you found him choose his best clothes on Sunday morning. While you realized you kept rejecting people who confessed to you just because you wanted him and only him, no matter if he wanted you back or not…
Jun was running to the front door, an umbrella swaying in his hand. He was about to open the door when someone did it first, he yelled in shock. “Damn! You almost killed me!!”
A slender guy stood up in the door frame, heavy rain as his background, his clothes that he chose carefully that morning damp so did his hair. “I just wanted to pick you up in the station…” Jun said as he closed the door behind him but the guy didn’t response on him at all. Jun stared at the guy’s face carefully and felt flustered when he saw a drop of water fallen to the guy’s cheek. Jun was sure it wasn’t the rain.
“What happened?” He asked and brought the guy to the living room, left him for a while looking for the towel. Jun dried the guy hair with the towel as he was waiting for the answer.
“He asked me out today to break up with me…” he whispered slowly as another tear dropped from the corner of his eye.
Jun almost said how he told the guy before about his ex, that he shouldn’t date him but he restrained after he saw another tear from him. Jun instead patted his head slowly made the taller guy throw himself to Jun’s embrace even before Jun said anything about how wet his clothes were. Jun didn’t try to say anything, he just caressed the guy back slowly as his heart crumbled along with the guy’s tears…
Love is when you were happy if he got his own happiness with the person he loves, although that person is not you…
But for Jun…
Love is when you got a broken heart every time he had new lover and you got another broken heart when he broke up with his lover…
Love is…
When you woke up in the midnight and heard weird voice from his room, yet you couldn’t stop yourself to not hear it. So you opened the hole on the wall that separate your room with his, a hole that he made to play with you when you were young to see what happened, and shocked when you see the reality.
Jun covered his mouth with his palm, hold himself from gasping and uncover that he overheard something. The light in that room was dim but he could see everything clearly, maybe because his position was in the opposite of the bed. His eyes widened when he heard the figure on the bed moan slowly, his legs spread apart, pants scattered on the floor. He saw the guy on the bed palming his crotch, moved his hand slowly up and down as his moans resounded to the room, loud, lustfully and sexy…
Jun bit his lips when the guy lowered his leg showing his length, his hand still moved up and down, sometimes rested on the peak when his other hand traced his own body slowly. His moan even louder when he pinched his own nipple, he made a way to his neck and rested his finger on the lips.
Jun shook his head to drive out the thought from his head. He could imagine he was on that bed, touched the body with his fingers, kiss those lips and made the guy moan his name. He couldn’t count how many times he imagined himself making love with the guy and came every time he started. He closed his eyes tightly as he roamed to his own groin, he moved his hand along with the guy rhythm, build the pleasure for himself.
“Ughhhh…” the guy’s moan worked as his stimulation, he couldn’t stop his mind, when he thought how the guy’s body was jerking every time he trust in the tight and warm hole. How the guy’s lips parted, moaned, begging for more, Jun’s mind was going wilder in every second. He felt his mind blank and everything blurred when he came all over the floor, together with the scream from the next door. Jun slumped to the floor, gripped his own chest to control his breath as he noticed he just came again because his own imagination…
Love is when you wanted not only his heart but also his body… in fact you wanted everything about him…
But for Jun…
Love is when you couldn’t control yourself anymore whenever you see him, your mind working so fast to strip him… Although… Only in your mind…
Love is…
When he stood in front of you, brought you the cake that he knew you loved so much with candles above it. He smiled brightly to you as asking you to make a wish before blow the candles. He never knew that you always hope the same on every time you blow your candles, although you knew that won’t happen.
Jun closed his eyes and made a wish, ‘I hope I never had a sibling…’ he opened his eyes again and the guy expression was waiting excitedly for him to blow his candles, so he did.
The guy laughed happily and patted Jun’s head, “Happy 28th b’day Jun-chan!”
Jun smiled dryly as he answered, “Thank you, Masaki-nii…”
Love is when you fall for a wrong person but you keep loving him anyway…
But for Jun…
Love is when you fall for your brother, trying to stop it but instead you fell for him even deeper than before…
~*~
AN : I actually wrote this fic for Jun's birthday but...I won't have inet till 5th september T^T so I won't able to post this fic~ I won't be here at Jun's birtday~ *cries hard*
Anyway first time I write Junba and Incest LOL
I hope you enjoyed to read as much as I enjoyed to write it :3
I'm on sakuraiba high but Junba is such a love, I can't help LOL~
Happy Jun month minna~ see you soon :3
p/s : LJ cut is such an ass ^^
Author : lovu_lovu_aiba
Beta : andreja1989
Pairing : Junba
Genre : AU, Romance, Light Angst (Incest, I warn you :3)
Rating : R
Disclaimer : The boys aren't mine, I really hope I own them tho XD
Summary : Love is when you wanted not only his heart but also his body… in fact you wanted everything about him…
But for Jun…
Love is when you couldn’t control yourself anymore whenever you see him, your mind working so fast to strip him… Although… Only in your mind…
~*~
Love is…
When you were standing in front of him and forgot the fact that your body is smaller than his, so much smaller than people who attacked him because of the only thing you thought, you didn’t want to see he cried. No matter how small you were, no matter if you knew you would get hurt to protect him.
“Leave him alone!” Jun growled to people who were at least four years older than him swarming him at that moment. He showed his small canine to threaten his seniors. His small hands stretched to both his sides, trying to hide the small figure who knelt on the ground. Jun was lucky when his teacher walked toward them and called them out, swearing that he would punish anyone who would fight at school and made the attackers run away.
Jun turned his body as he was trying his best to make his hands stop shaking crazily. He rested his hand on the boy’s shoulder as he said “Don’t cry… they are not here anymore…”
The boy lifted his face, the tears flooded and wetted his chubby face, Jun… although he was just 1st grade at that time, blushing so hard when he saw the big eyes looking back at him, the drop of water made the boy’s eyelashes wet as a pair of brown eyes peeked behind them. The boy sniffed and smiled to Jun, “Thank you Jun-chan… I know you always protect me…”
Jun had to hold himself back to explain that the teacher saved them, not him, but there came no voice out from his lips. He instead hit the guy’s head slowly, “If you cry like that they will enjoy it and bully you again later! What if I’m not here to save you?!”
Thy boy giggled, “But I know you will always be here for me… So I don’t need to worry about anything…”
Jun glared at him but said nothing, except promising to himself that he would eyeing the boy every time, Jun couldn’t let him play alone, people would bully him easily. They boy held his hand and smiled brightly to him, although his tears still remained on his cheeks but Jun couldn’t think anything except that he would do anything to protect that smile…
Love is… when you’d love to do anything to protect someone smile…
But for Jun…
Love is when you know it was crazy and stupid to face people who are bigger than you to protect him but you did it anyway…
Love is…
When you had to run back home as you heard he left his lunch box on the dining table. You ran as fast as you could to make sure he didn’t miss his lunch, because you knew he was weak and really easy to get sick but he was careless enough to make a chance to make himself sicker or because you knew he didn’t like to buy bread in canteen or eat your lunch instead.
Jun glanced to his watch fast, ten minutes before the break. He was wearing his damp exercise cloth as he spurred his pace faster as it was possible. His school wasn’t that far from his house but it was almost impossible to reach it in ten minutes, Jun cursed although his breath ragged, the air strangled his neck.
On his first step in the school ground he could hear the school bell tolling as sign for break time. He ran along the school hallway, trying to not crush into anyone in the way. He didn’t care when people saw him weirdly or the fact that he had to run in senior class hallway. He reached 3rd grade class right when the guy he was looking for walked out from the class.
“Whoa, what is it Jun-chan?” the doe-eyes like looked at Jun in confusion.
Jun tried to control his breath as he pushed the box to the guy’s chest, “Don’t… call me… Jun-chan!”
The guy took the box from Jun’s hand, “Thank you! I wanted to go to toilet before having lunch, didn’t even notice I left it home, mom called you?”
“Text,” Jun answered shortly, didn’t try to remind him that it happened because he turned off his phone, or simply run off battery.
“Ja, let’s eat lunch together, you are already here anyway…”
“Can’t you see I’m still wearing my exercise uniform, you idiot!” Jun nagged him as the later only stared at him back, “I won’t take your lunch box ever again! So you better not leave it at home anymore! You can at least remember about lunch box properly, right?”
Jun threw his last glare as he walked away, but he still could hear the guy’s answer, “You said it every time I left my lunch box at home, but you always pick it for me…”
“This is the last time!” Jun said but didn’t slower his pace.
The guy laughed in response, “And how many last time you have Jun-chan?”
Jun cursed again but ignored him, he just wanted to change his clothes and eat his lunch peacefully. He was tired, wet, smelly and annoyed. He felt even more annoyed toward himself because he felt relieved that the guy got his lunch on the proper time.
Love is when you would love to sacrifice anything for him…
But for Jun…
Love is when you did the same stuff for him again and again, knew that he won’t learn but still did it anyway…
Love is…
When you got your own broken heart, swallowed it alone every time he told you about his new lover, or every time you found him choose his best clothes on Sunday morning. While you realized you kept rejecting people who confessed to you just because you wanted him and only him, no matter if he wanted you back or not…
Jun was running to the front door, an umbrella swaying in his hand. He was about to open the door when someone did it first, he yelled in shock. “Damn! You almost killed me!!”
A slender guy stood up in the door frame, heavy rain as his background, his clothes that he chose carefully that morning damp so did his hair. “I just wanted to pick you up in the station…” Jun said as he closed the door behind him but the guy didn’t response on him at all. Jun stared at the guy’s face carefully and felt flustered when he saw a drop of water fallen to the guy’s cheek. Jun was sure it wasn’t the rain.
“What happened?” He asked and brought the guy to the living room, left him for a while looking for the towel. Jun dried the guy hair with the towel as he was waiting for the answer.
“He asked me out today to break up with me…” he whispered slowly as another tear dropped from the corner of his eye.
Jun almost said how he told the guy before about his ex, that he shouldn’t date him but he restrained after he saw another tear from him. Jun instead patted his head slowly made the taller guy throw himself to Jun’s embrace even before Jun said anything about how wet his clothes were. Jun didn’t try to say anything, he just caressed the guy back slowly as his heart crumbled along with the guy’s tears…
Love is when you were happy if he got his own happiness with the person he loves, although that person is not you…
But for Jun…
Love is when you got a broken heart every time he had new lover and you got another broken heart when he broke up with his lover…
Love is…
When you woke up in the midnight and heard weird voice from his room, yet you couldn’t stop yourself to not hear it. So you opened the hole on the wall that separate your room with his, a hole that he made to play with you when you were young to see what happened, and shocked when you see the reality.
Jun covered his mouth with his palm, hold himself from gasping and uncover that he overheard something. The light in that room was dim but he could see everything clearly, maybe because his position was in the opposite of the bed. His eyes widened when he heard the figure on the bed moan slowly, his legs spread apart, pants scattered on the floor. He saw the guy on the bed palming his crotch, moved his hand slowly up and down as his moans resounded to the room, loud, lustfully and sexy…
Jun bit his lips when the guy lowered his leg showing his length, his hand still moved up and down, sometimes rested on the peak when his other hand traced his own body slowly. His moan even louder when he pinched his own nipple, he made a way to his neck and rested his finger on the lips.
Jun shook his head to drive out the thought from his head. He could imagine he was on that bed, touched the body with his fingers, kiss those lips and made the guy moan his name. He couldn’t count how many times he imagined himself making love with the guy and came every time he started. He closed his eyes tightly as he roamed to his own groin, he moved his hand along with the guy rhythm, build the pleasure for himself.
“Ughhhh…” the guy’s moan worked as his stimulation, he couldn’t stop his mind, when he thought how the guy’s body was jerking every time he trust in the tight and warm hole. How the guy’s lips parted, moaned, begging for more, Jun’s mind was going wilder in every second. He felt his mind blank and everything blurred when he came all over the floor, together with the scream from the next door. Jun slumped to the floor, gripped his own chest to control his breath as he noticed he just came again because his own imagination…
Love is when you wanted not only his heart but also his body… in fact you wanted everything about him…
But for Jun…
Love is when you couldn’t control yourself anymore whenever you see him, your mind working so fast to strip him… Although… Only in your mind…
Love is…
When he stood in front of you, brought you the cake that he knew you loved so much with candles above it. He smiled brightly to you as asking you to make a wish before blow the candles. He never knew that you always hope the same on every time you blow your candles, although you knew that won’t happen.
Jun closed his eyes and made a wish, ‘I hope I never had a sibling…’ he opened his eyes again and the guy expression was waiting excitedly for him to blow his candles, so he did.
The guy laughed happily and patted Jun’s head, “Happy 28th b’day Jun-chan!”
Jun smiled dryly as he answered, “Thank you, Masaki-nii…”
Love is when you fall for a wrong person but you keep loving him anyway…
But for Jun…
Love is when you fall for your brother, trying to stop it but instead you fell for him even deeper than before…
~*~
AN : I actually wrote this fic for Jun's birthday but...I won't have inet till 5th september T^T so I won't able to post this fic~ I won't be here at Jun's birtday~ *cries hard*
Anyway first time I write Junba and Incest LOL
I hope you enjoyed to read as much as I enjoyed to write it :3
I'm on sakuraiba high but Junba is such a love, I can't help LOL~
Happy Jun month minna~ see you soon :3
p/s : LJ cut is such an ass ^^