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Ugh I am feeling sluggish and oddly like I need a vacation...i am missing talking with the ex a bit. i miss the friendship that it could be. i am beginning to wonder if we will ever be able to just be friends. i wonder if that whole 2 ½ year thing fucked that all up. i should have never made that relationship into something it was never meant to be. my bad. but does that mean i lose the friendship all together??? thats shitty. i guess that’s what I get and it could be way worse.