i made this one for willa.

[lovrsdontgiveup]

i ordered my food with a 2 digit number.
bribed my dad to take a detour on the way home.
i'd like to hurry up because its almost time.
its almost tommorow
almost only days away
almost the morning
its almost time to stop keeping track

my foot is tapping on the floor mat of my car
teeth chattering when the heats on full blast
my arms are shaking
my heart is beating
and your hand is waving.
goodbye.
i'd say its time to start going a different way.

i like to read the roadsigns backwards
because it really makes no difference to me
everywhere is just another place to try and forget
1,000 somewheres are homes to thousands of people
but i cannot say
that i am one of them

its almost the morning
i'd say its almost time to stop keeping track

i'm wide awake at the resting spot
off the freeway of middle of no-where
if i listen hard and dont move at all
i can hear the sherrifs radio playing the songs
i dont ever want to hear again.
it's time for me to start sleeping
its time to start going another way

and when morning comes
i can start all over
i'll scower the country for a home
i'll read the signs backwards
and absorb more caffiene in a day
than one should in a lifetime.
oh lord knows i will never go another way.
and that is intentionall.

oh golly i love my brain at 12:02 on a saturday. <3