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Today was one of the best days I have had for about two weeks. I didn't wake up until about 11:30. It was great. I was still tired, but it was still nice to catch up on all of that sleep. It sucks, my brother and my best friend are both moving away on September 10th. I'll be pretty depressed. Oh well. I will get over it.
Hopefully I will be able to visit my brother when he is out in San Francisco. It turns out that my band is going on an "excursion" to San Francisco in January. It's really expensive though. It's going to be $1200 just to go. I can't afford that. Oh well. I could just pay $300 to go see him myself. I have a place to stay, and food to eat. I'll see what happens.
Mt friend is already in Seattle. He is looking for a place to live, and then he will be back out here for like a week. Then he is moving for good out to Seattle. All this shit is happening too fast. I might still be in shock. It hasn't hit me yet.
My birthday is coming up really soon. I didn't even know it was coming. Ususally I'm real excited counting down the days months in advance, but this year it didn't seem like I cared at all. Not this Tuesday, but the next Tuesday is me and my brothers 16th birthday. I haven't even thought about a party or anything yet. I want to do something though. I have to do it soon, because I only have a short amount of time before two of my favorite people are gone.
School sucks. Well, the part about getting up early and being rediculously tired all the time. All the rest isn't that bad. My ex is treating me more and more like a human again. It's nice. R.O.T.C. is great. Our first match is a week after my birthday. I'm excited. All of my classes are fine.
Girls are so confusing. There is this one that I've always had a crush on, ever since I have known her. That was a long time ago though that it started. Now I'm a lot bigger and stronger and all that, and now she has a crush on me. Kind of. She always flirts with me now, she told me she liked me a lot, and she wants to kiss me. The moment has never been right though to say the least. I want to persue that, but she has a boyfriend. I would never want my girl kissing up on another guy behind my back. I have had it done, it sucks. I don't know. She said that her relationship owon't last very long anyway. I don't know if I should give up on it, or wait until she has broken up with him. He is one of those really obsessively jealous types. I know she deserves better, but I don't know if I'm the "better" she is looking for.
I'm sitting here with my brother who is going back to California. I admire him a lot. I have always looked up to him. Not in all aspects of his life, but for the most part he has had a major influence on my life. I just hope he doesn't get involved in stupid shit like he has in the past, when he leaves.
Well I need to go. there is still a lot of stuff I need to do. Have a good day. Bye.
Hopefully I will be able to visit my brother when he is out in San Francisco. It turns out that my band is going on an "excursion" to San Francisco in January. It's really expensive though. It's going to be $1200 just to go. I can't afford that. Oh well. I could just pay $300 to go see him myself. I have a place to stay, and food to eat. I'll see what happens.
Mt friend is already in Seattle. He is looking for a place to live, and then he will be back out here for like a week. Then he is moving for good out to Seattle. All this shit is happening too fast. I might still be in shock. It hasn't hit me yet.
My birthday is coming up really soon. I didn't even know it was coming. Ususally I'm real excited counting down the days months in advance, but this year it didn't seem like I cared at all. Not this Tuesday, but the next Tuesday is me and my brothers 16th birthday. I haven't even thought about a party or anything yet. I want to do something though. I have to do it soon, because I only have a short amount of time before two of my favorite people are gone.
School sucks. Well, the part about getting up early and being rediculously tired all the time. All the rest isn't that bad. My ex is treating me more and more like a human again. It's nice. R.O.T.C. is great. Our first match is a week after my birthday. I'm excited. All of my classes are fine.
Girls are so confusing. There is this one that I've always had a crush on, ever since I have known her. That was a long time ago though that it started. Now I'm a lot bigger and stronger and all that, and now she has a crush on me. Kind of. She always flirts with me now, she told me she liked me a lot, and she wants to kiss me. The moment has never been right though to say the least. I want to persue that, but she has a boyfriend. I would never want my girl kissing up on another guy behind my back. I have had it done, it sucks. I don't know. She said that her relationship owon't last very long anyway. I don't know if I should give up on it, or wait until she has broken up with him. He is one of those really obsessively jealous types. I know she deserves better, but I don't know if I'm the "better" she is looking for.
I'm sitting here with my brother who is going back to California. I admire him a lot. I have always looked up to him. Not in all aspects of his life, but for the most part he has had a major influence on my life. I just hope he doesn't get involved in stupid shit like he has in the past, when he leaves.
Well I need to go. there is still a lot of stuff I need to do. Have a good day. Bye.