Oct 14, 2009 11:59
im having a really hard time focusing today...even more so than usual. i really heavilly debated about calling in dead to work today but decided to come in, although, i might as well be at home because i am getting nothing accomplished.
katie and colin got a house so they are going to be moving. its a little scary since i dont exactly know what is going to happen with my living situation. katie has a friend, micha, that is looking for a place so that might work out. my rent would go way up but i should be ok since i have the coffee job. i just need to keep all my bosses happy so i dont get fired.
stuff is going well with boy i'm sort of, kind of "seeing". he used the "girlfriend" word yesterday and i totally freaked out and was like "OMG! AHHHHHH!!!!" which, as you can imagine, idnt go over to well. we had a talk and stuff seems to be ok. im in no way prepared to be anyone's girlfriend so i kind of lost my shit. poor guy. he's so into me its retarded. ha ha. im not used to NOT being ignored. not quite sure how to deal with it. ha ha