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[lovrlyjade]

today i'm just depressed. i was 2 hours late for work (i had emailed my boss). everyone is started to get worried. i've lost a lot fo weight and i'm still not hungry. the food from last night made me feel sick all night and into this morning, which is why i was late for work.

i feel like crap. i really miss dave. i had another dave dream but i dont remember it well enough to recount. all i know is we were still together... :'(