Round 2, Different People
1) Seriously? Completely seriously? Of all of the times I've tried to be nice and the one time it seems like conversation might actually be going somewhere, you're a complete asshole about it. Wow. That's all. Just fucking wow. Atleast we know you payed attention when you were figuring out how to fucking push my buttons. And yet we're still having a normal conversation. because you just apologized. We have the most fucked up relationship(aquantanceship) ever.
2) You're adorable. I love your style(though it's sometimes a little slutty) and your personality. I don't think there will ever come a time, not even when we're 80 that I won't be able to talk to you about something dirty and giggle or laugh outloud at the stupid kids around the corner.
3) At first, I was jealous of your absolute control over yourself. I envied everything you could and did do to change yourself to fit something you thought was more perfect. But then it got out of hand. When you told me about your summer, I honestly wanted to hold you and cry. And now you're gone until November and I don't know what to do. I can't help but think that I only made the situation worse last year when I could have made it better and for that, I'm really sorry. I wish you could see what you're doing and stop it and take care of yourself.
4) I know that technically you're better at it than I am but I'm more fit for the position. I just don't think you have what it takes to get the job done. Yeah, you're friends with all of the people but maybe friendship isn't what it needs? By the time it's up, you will probably call me a bitch because like it or not, I'm going to take over. Just wait and see.
5) You are a pawn. She could tell you to jump off a bridge or she would be angry and you would do it in a heartbeat. I really think that anything she ever says will automatically become your opinion. You have no voice of your own. none at all. You're a fucking robot. She doesn't even HAVE to tell you to do thigns for you and you do it. You just offer up your services.
6) You're a tool. A straight up fucking tool. You think you're so much better than everyone else. You think love is something that can just be created and you assume the worst of people. You're nothing special. I've got news for you, everyone sees it but you and a select few of metaphorically blind folks. Good luck surviving.
7) You are the epitome of disrespect. You don't respect yourself. You don't respect your teachers. You don't respect your friends. You purposefully give people attitude and snap at them when they give it back to you.
8) You drive me crazy, in the best way possible. I can't even get into it without sounding like a moron. You're a lot more than I expected and I care a hell of a lot more than I expected. I love that you defend me even when the rest of the world tells me to change my mind.
9) You have never been there for me. never. not once in my entire life have you been the one that I could turn to and feel safe. not fucking once. And you've known me for all 16 and a half years. And I will always hate you with atleast a part of me for it. So thank you. because you jsut can't get your head on straight, your priorities in line and yourself together enough to care about anyone else. Eventually, i'm going to tell you to fuck off for good and actually mean it whole-heartedly. Consider this your warning.
10) You're an idiot. A total fucking moron. And you're going to end up dead on the side of teh road one day. And yeah, I'll cry, and yeah, I'll miss you and I'll be sad. But I certainly won't say I didn't see it coming. That will be the farthest thing from my mind.
There's something to relieving about doing this.
2) You're adorable. I love your style(though it's sometimes a little slutty) and your personality. I don't think there will ever come a time, not even when we're 80 that I won't be able to talk to you about something dirty and giggle or laugh outloud at the stupid kids around the corner.
3) At first, I was jealous of your absolute control over yourself. I envied everything you could and did do to change yourself to fit something you thought was more perfect. But then it got out of hand. When you told me about your summer, I honestly wanted to hold you and cry. And now you're gone until November and I don't know what to do. I can't help but think that I only made the situation worse last year when I could have made it better and for that, I'm really sorry. I wish you could see what you're doing and stop it and take care of yourself.
4) I know that technically you're better at it than I am but I'm more fit for the position. I just don't think you have what it takes to get the job done. Yeah, you're friends with all of the people but maybe friendship isn't what it needs? By the time it's up, you will probably call me a bitch because like it or not, I'm going to take over. Just wait and see.
5) You are a pawn. She could tell you to jump off a bridge or she would be angry and you would do it in a heartbeat. I really think that anything she ever says will automatically become your opinion. You have no voice of your own. none at all. You're a fucking robot. She doesn't even HAVE to tell you to do thigns for you and you do it. You just offer up your services.
6) You're a tool. A straight up fucking tool. You think you're so much better than everyone else. You think love is something that can just be created and you assume the worst of people. You're nothing special. I've got news for you, everyone sees it but you and a select few of metaphorically blind folks. Good luck surviving.
7) You are the epitome of disrespect. You don't respect yourself. You don't respect your teachers. You don't respect your friends. You purposefully give people attitude and snap at them when they give it back to you.
8) You drive me crazy, in the best way possible. I can't even get into it without sounding like a moron. You're a lot more than I expected and I care a hell of a lot more than I expected. I love that you defend me even when the rest of the world tells me to change my mind.
9) You have never been there for me. never. not once in my entire life have you been the one that I could turn to and feel safe. not fucking once. And you've known me for all 16 and a half years. And I will always hate you with atleast a part of me for it. So thank you. because you jsut can't get your head on straight, your priorities in line and yourself together enough to care about anyone else. Eventually, i'm going to tell you to fuck off for good and actually mean it whole-heartedly. Consider this your warning.
10) You're an idiot. A total fucking moron. And you're going to end up dead on the side of teh road one day. And yeah, I'll cry, and yeah, I'll miss you and I'll be sad. But I certainly won't say I didn't see it coming. That will be the farthest thing from my mind.
There's something to relieving about doing this.