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Things have gotten way intense.
Relationships are scaring me. And others.
Plans have been called off and then announced to be back on again. It was the scariest thing I've ever heard.
Friendships are going away and from what I assume, it's not even a big deal to one of the people but it is to the other.
People are being sketch as hell.
I feel like I've got too many expectations to live up to. So many people expect differrent things from me. Maybe that's because I portray myself as one thing to one person and another to a different person. Maybe it is my own fault.
I want to go back in time. I want to have selective time-travel. I want to keep my best friend who she is right NOW but I want to go back to 8 grade. No! I want to keep my Casey and go somewhere far far away, where no one knows us. I want to go disappear for a while. Sink into a no where. I love my friends and being with everyone at home but there's SO much going on. I wish I had time to take a step back and breath and I could dive back in, fresh and rejuvinated, ready to go out and face the world. I'm just getting more and more exhausted. In my mother's own words--
"I'm just so tired of being tired."
Tomorrow is Cinco de Mayo. So happy day, kids
Relationships are scaring me. And others.
Plans have been called off and then announced to be back on again. It was the scariest thing I've ever heard.
Friendships are going away and from what I assume, it's not even a big deal to one of the people but it is to the other.
People are being sketch as hell.
I feel like I've got too many expectations to live up to. So many people expect differrent things from me. Maybe that's because I portray myself as one thing to one person and another to a different person. Maybe it is my own fault.
I want to go back in time. I want to have selective time-travel. I want to keep my best friend who she is right NOW but I want to go back to 8 grade. No! I want to keep my Casey and go somewhere far far away, where no one knows us. I want to go disappear for a while. Sink into a no where. I love my friends and being with everyone at home but there's SO much going on. I wish I had time to take a step back and breath and I could dive back in, fresh and rejuvinated, ready to go out and face the world. I'm just getting more and more exhausted. In my mother's own words--
"I'm just so tired of being tired."
Tomorrow is Cinco de Mayo. So happy day, kids