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its been a long week, but finally its over!
give me a hug! i finished my classes today! i got a 62% on my final, but fuck it! i passed damn it i passed!!
i hung out with justina the other day, he came over. of course hes still doing his damn soccer shit. the boy has no life besides soccer, but i love him anyhoo
i talked with lela today too! shes so silly sometimes. she said she has been trying to get ahold of me for a while now...i told you my phone is gone!! psh! but shes doing good, i miss her mooches. we will hang out tomorrow, prolly go get some taco bell with brandon. you know, harass the residents of san ramon, the usual
work this week kinda sucked. it wasnt bad hours or anything, but shit it was hot and humid out! plus, by back and knee are hurting me soo bad, i think from conditioning or something...i only worked like 5 days this week, but thats just guarding. the fuckers gave me lessons!! so i had to be at work every-damn-day no matter what! oh well, atleast they're over now. im so tired and bored of all this junk, im not even going to training tomorrow... hehe shh! but i WILL go pick up my check, teehee.
lately some people have been really bugging the shit out of me. i hate it when i hate people, i try not to i swear! but jebus! they just piss me off so much. i wont tell who these people are, because its so rude and immature when you talk shit about people in your LJ's so dont do it!! these "people" keep calling like a jillion times a day, and i always say im not interested in chilin with them but NO! they dont get it, or something. other reasons im upset with people are when people make up stupid-ass shit to cause drama (erhh drama!!) i also hate when people think they are the "almighty ones," like they know everything, and understand exactly what you're talking about. it makes me feel as if my problems or concerns or whatever are obsolete compared to theirs because they always seem to have some stupid-ass answer for mine...even tho its a bad answer, they think they have it all and are so 'mature' and higher than others...knock it off! it also tends to irritate me when people hear things through the "grapevine" and assume right away its 100% correct. EX: one friend tells another friend that you are doing something...and the second friend immediately sets up defense without even conformation, or an explanation from the accused! w-t-f are people thinking...how low can you get? i tend to give-up on all relationships with these types of people, i get too frustrated too quickly.
one thing i am looking forward to is that on saturday im leaving to go houseboating for a week! yay...its really cool, we juss chill on lake shasta for a week, we ski, wakeboard, eat, sleep, and do nothing all week long! its one vacation that you can actually be yourself on and relax at the same time! i think by me being able to get away and remove myself from all the chaos around me, i will feel much better when i go back to work and chill with friends again. (i hope) mainly, i think this little "away time" will finally give me a chance to clear my mind of all my commitments and things on my mind 24\7 so that i can sort it all out for once, and figure out what needs to be done, what is done, and what i want done...juss figure out how im going to deal with august and september and then all the holidays will be here again! methinks i will miss my friends a little tho. i will have to replace my friends with my cds and headphones, my writing, and new books i got...yes i do think this will be good for me
oh yes, and when i get back i will go to get a new phone so you can all stop bugging me on my house phone. i nearly kill myself everytime it rings because i dont have a house phoneline in my room, so i hafta run around to find one! me not having my own cell phone\number is becoming a great danger! so i shall keep you all posted on when i get it, and weather i am allowed to keep my number or not...
-until then, whenever you call my house phone, tell me a lot in one convo. so you wont have to call back in like ten minutes and make me hurt myself again franks!-
pale white face, nose is bleeding, one line to go
its been a long week, but finally its over!
give me a hug! i finished my classes today! i got a 62% on my final, but fuck it! i passed damn it i passed!!
i hung out with justina the other day, he came over. of course hes still doing his damn soccer shit. the boy has no life besides soccer, but i love him anyhoo
i talked with lela today too! shes so silly sometimes. she said she has been trying to get ahold of me for a while now...i told you my phone is gone!! psh! but shes doing good, i miss her mooches. we will hang out tomorrow, prolly go get some taco bell with brandon. you know, harass the residents of san ramon, the usual
work this week kinda sucked. it wasnt bad hours or anything, but shit it was hot and humid out! plus, by back and knee are hurting me soo bad, i think from conditioning or something...i only worked like 5 days this week, but thats just guarding. the fuckers gave me lessons!! so i had to be at work every-damn-day no matter what! oh well, atleast they're over now. im so tired and bored of all this junk, im not even going to training tomorrow... hehe shh! but i WILL go pick up my check, teehee.
lately some people have been really bugging the shit out of me. i hate it when i hate people, i try not to i swear! but jebus! they just piss me off so much. i wont tell who these people are, because its so rude and immature when you talk shit about people in your LJ's so dont do it!! these "people" keep calling like a jillion times a day, and i always say im not interested in chilin with them but NO! they dont get it, or something. other reasons im upset with people are when people make up stupid-ass shit to cause drama (erhh drama!!) i also hate when people think they are the "almighty ones," like they know everything, and understand exactly what you're talking about. it makes me feel as if my problems or concerns or whatever are obsolete compared to theirs because they always seem to have some stupid-ass answer for mine...even tho its a bad answer, they think they have it all and are so 'mature' and higher than others...knock it off! it also tends to irritate me when people hear things through the "grapevine" and assume right away its 100% correct. EX: one friend tells another friend that you are doing something...and the second friend immediately sets up defense without even conformation, or an explanation from the accused! w-t-f are people thinking...how low can you get? i tend to give-up on all relationships with these types of people, i get too frustrated too quickly.
one thing i am looking forward to is that on saturday im leaving to go houseboating for a week! yay...its really cool, we juss chill on lake shasta for a week, we ski, wakeboard, eat, sleep, and do nothing all week long! its one vacation that you can actually be yourself on and relax at the same time! i think by me being able to get away and remove myself from all the chaos around me, i will feel much better when i go back to work and chill with friends again. (i hope) mainly, i think this little "away time" will finally give me a chance to clear my mind of all my commitments and things on my mind 24\7 so that i can sort it all out for once, and figure out what needs to be done, what is done, and what i want done...juss figure out how im going to deal with august and september and then all the holidays will be here again! methinks i will miss my friends a little tho. i will have to replace my friends with my cds and headphones, my writing, and new books i got...yes i do think this will be good for me
oh yes, and when i get back i will go to get a new phone so you can all stop bugging me on my house phone. i nearly kill myself everytime it rings because i dont have a house phoneline in my room, so i hafta run around to find one! me not having my own cell phone\number is becoming a great danger! so i shall keep you all posted on when i get it, and weather i am allowed to keep my number or not...
-until then, whenever you call my house phone, tell me a lot in one convo. so you wont have to call back in like ten minutes and make me hurt myself again franks!-
pale white face, nose is bleeding, one line to go