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this suck. i dont know why i got this feeling. today suppose to happily go out with sucker the whole day, thanks to his dad, it's ruined. only meet for about 2+hours only. then the dad ask him go back. guess what time it was? 5+! so freaking early. i know he quite pissed with his dad asking him go back so early, i kept quiet and give him time to cool down. actually, i tot the dad want him to go back 8+, so nvm. but who know, 5+. i super sian la. meet him at 3.20pm. 5+ dad call, being unreasonable and ask him to go back. wa. i super hate his dad leh. he 18yrs old still wan to interfere his life. cant go home late, acc him eat dinner and whatsoever. #$#$^%&^%*# leh u know. then walk to mrt station and i head to meet gerlyn they all at tampines. i super dulan la. cb.. call him when i reach admiralthy while walking back, u sound so sian and we like nth to sae. and we hang up, so glad i walk home. cos i haven had a long 'emo' walk for a long time.
sucker, i dunno wat la. i just feel tt being ur fren or bro are much more closer than u la. a bit sad tt i live so freaking north and far from u. and not i wan to sae u leh. u cant auto msg me? u know i quite sad and angry over u leaving early. no msg or call from u at all! eh, i ur gf leh. cant u lik sent me a msg sae sry dear, my dad blah blah blah. ask me dont so mad. NVR! i went ikea and all the shit the whole evening, u nvr show concern. ya, u nvr show concern, i know. i feel insecure u know. i know u love me. but it's only when we are out tgt by the way u hold me and everything, i know. but u know, at home i'm alone and i can think a lot.
right now, i think u are not even home yet. u are not suppose to go out now. but ur dad is slping, u sneak out. and u went out wit ur bros they all to geylang and eat. u ask me why i live so far. u think i wan it? how i wish i can live near u. cos we are staying so far apart, u seldom sent me home. i always went home alone after going out. i think even i live near u, u also lazy to sent me home. i know u. i'm being or i can sae trying to be a very understanding gf. i dont restrict u a lot of things. i not lik jy kpkb matt. i keep things to myself. cos i dunno how to tell u. cos it's u i'm gonna sae and i dunno how to tell u. hard to open my mouth. blame myself for loving u too much, i hurt myself. or mayb there's no prob. i just think too much. no one to acc me. i start to think. and u always sae u'll call me. call? where? just now msn before u leave. u sae u'll call me. u call me dunno at 2+. u went out around 12+. hai. i dunno wat la. @!$@^#^#%&@ or mayb u'll just lik tt and i just got to admit to fate and lik tt ba.
sucker, i dunno wat la. i just feel tt being ur fren or bro are much more closer than u la. a bit sad tt i live so freaking north and far from u. and not i wan to sae u leh. u cant auto msg me? u know i quite sad and angry over u leaving early. no msg or call from u at all! eh, i ur gf leh. cant u lik sent me a msg sae sry dear, my dad blah blah blah. ask me dont so mad. NVR! i went ikea and all the shit the whole evening, u nvr show concern. ya, u nvr show concern, i know. i feel insecure u know. i know u love me. but it's only when we are out tgt by the way u hold me and everything, i know. but u know, at home i'm alone and i can think a lot.
right now, i think u are not even home yet. u are not suppose to go out now. but ur dad is slping, u sneak out. and u went out wit ur bros they all to geylang and eat. u ask me why i live so far. u think i wan it? how i wish i can live near u. cos we are staying so far apart, u seldom sent me home. i always went home alone after going out. i think even i live near u, u also lazy to sent me home. i know u. i'm being or i can sae trying to be a very understanding gf. i dont restrict u a lot of things. i not lik jy kpkb matt. i keep things to myself. cos i dunno how to tell u. cos it's u i'm gonna sae and i dunno how to tell u. hard to open my mouth. blame myself for loving u too much, i hurt myself. or mayb there's no prob. i just think too much. no one to acc me. i start to think. and u always sae u'll call me. call? where? just now msn before u leave. u sae u'll call me. u call me dunno at 2+. u went out around 12+. hai. i dunno wat la. @!$@^#^#%&@ or mayb u'll just lik tt and i just got to admit to fate and lik tt ba.