GURL MEETS WORLD
WOW!ok im a senior.kinda wierd.im way too young.the past years have been amazing.i have met so many people that are so inspiring and incredible.people that have changed my life for the best.my first two years were amazing and somewut familiar to me.i had not yet stepped beyond my comfort zone.i had my friends, family my life in my own little perfect bubble.and everyone that knows me knows "the bubble."i had more than i could ask for.trials came my JR year as they do to everyone.i lost the ones i loved the most.my friends.my real friends.nights i would wait for a call, hours later thinking in my room Screw it. I don’t want to go. I would rather count carpet fibers and see what all I can find in the depths of the ground.Should make for a good time?but i only thought that to take away the pain of feeling alone.denial.denying the fact i missed my girls.wut could be wrong?i felt like i had done something terribly wrong.wut i did.....i had no idea.yes...i lost many days, wasting my time away, thinking of wut to do.but figured there was nothing.so i went to the only person that DID call and DID actually want to hang out with me.i love him.senior year is a fresh beginning.i hope im ready for it.ready to be open to everything.even if that does mean being utterly alone for a few years............