so fuck you, and your untouchable face

[lovley_cello]

This song feels like my life right now, in a multitude of very odd ways.

i opened the fire door to four lips
none of which were mine
kissing
tightened my bet around my hips
where your hands were missing
stepped out in the cold, collar high
under the slate grey sky
the air was smoking and the streets were dry
and i wasn't joking when i said goodbye

there were magazine quality men talking on the corner
french no less much less of them than us
so why do i feel like something's been rearranged
taken out of context
i must seem so strange

killed a cockroach so big
it left a puddle of puss on my wall
you knw when you and i are lying in bed
you dn't seem so tall
and i'm singing now
because my tear ducts are too tiered
and my mind is disconnected
but my heart is wired

i make such a good statistic
someone should sudy me now
somebody's gotta be interested in how i feel
just cuz i'm here and i'm real

oh how i miss
substituting the conclusion to a confrontation
with a kiss and
oh how i miss
walking up to the edge and jumping in
like i could feel the futere on your skin

i opened the fire door too four lips
none of which were mine
kissing

i opened the fire door to four lips
none of which were mine

i opened the fire door

Fire Door - Ani Difranco

And on another note: introspection and consideration. Two big things people need to learn. Not you guys persay, but just people.