this life looks good on you.
I had a really really odd dream last night. It was me and a bunch of people- some i knew and some i didnt know. I'm talking like hundreds of people. and we were all trying to swim/boat/paddle across the ocean. It was weird. And the whole time, i remember being really scared that I was going to get attacked by a dolphin. mmeeehh.
ive been picking up some hours at the juicebar to help my former boss. It's kinda fun- i miss that place a little bit.
Scott moves in like 2 weeks, and Amy moves in 2 weeks and 2 days. talk about not having any friends left. rawr.
speaking of not having any friends left... Here's the one that i DO have left:
and this little guy is stuck with me!! muahaha...
jesus christ- things have really panned out the complete opposite thatI was hoping for.
Sometimes I get majorly depressed about having a child at such a young age. I know that I did the right thing, and I love Jayden more than anybody in this whole world. But- sometimes it just kinda sucks not being able to be a 23 year old. or a 22 year old. or a 20 year old. I really missed out on all those years, and I'm not blaming it on anyone but myself... it just occasionally hits me pretty hard.
that is all!!
xo.
ive been picking up some hours at the juicebar to help my former boss. It's kinda fun- i miss that place a little bit.
Scott moves in like 2 weeks, and Amy moves in 2 weeks and 2 days. talk about not having any friends left. rawr.
speaking of not having any friends left... Here's the one that i DO have left:
and this little guy is stuck with me!! muahaha...
jesus christ- things have really panned out the complete opposite thatI was hoping for.
Sometimes I get majorly depressed about having a child at such a young age. I know that I did the right thing, and I love Jayden more than anybody in this whole world. But- sometimes it just kinda sucks not being able to be a 23 year old. or a 22 year old. or a 20 year old. I really missed out on all those years, and I'm not blaming it on anyone but myself... it just occasionally hits me pretty hard.
that is all!!
xo.