Jan 03, 2006 20:24
Well it is a new year and nothing feels any different yet. Just the same old bullshit and lies going around. I am still over coming from my surgery that I had after christmas. It went really good. I got my stiches out today...that was awesome to watch. lol. I guess that I had fun over christmas break. The part that I liked the best was being with Cory for New Years. On Saturday my mom brought me down to Cory's grandparents house. We stayed there a little bit. Then we got in the jeep and started to drive down to Mass. It was a long ass car ride might I add. We drove down to Kim's and Mom's house. (Kim is Cory's mom's boyfriend....Yes he is a guy.) We drove down there to see mom, Kim, and Cory. We stayed over night and drove home the next day. Since I had to keep my leg straight cause the surgery. Cory did not want me to have my leg on him the whole ride home. So I was like leaning on him the whole ride home. He kept complaining that his butt was getting numb but we told him to deal with it. lol. When we did finally got home I spent some time at Cory's grandparents house. Then I went home. I had a really good new years. I got to spend it with the one person that I love the most with all my heart. I just wish that I could have that love of my life back as my boyfriend. O well that is fucking life.
Cory-*I still love you with all my heart. I would do anything to get you back. I have loved you for too long to just let you out of my life. And you know what I mean. I know your not going to read this but I just wish that something could happen between us again that really means something. You are my complete and total world and I would hate to have that crash out front of me more then it already has. I LOVE YOU AND YOU ARE THE ONLY PERSON THAT I COULD EVER HAVE THESE FEELINGS FOR. YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME. MUAH*