Nov 20, 2005 12:55
so... for those of you that called before i had surgery to see how i was doing, that was the best thing you could have done. I was really anxious and knowing that you guys were thinking about me then helped me out a lot. It was probably the most important time to talk with me, since now all i have to do is get through all this post-surgery pain crap and not being able to drive. the anticipation of what was to come and not wanting it was the hardest thing.
for those of you that didn't do jack shit, you suck... i guess sometimes things happen and you can truly see who your real friends are. sometimes people surprise you and turn out to care much more about you than you ever imagined. I got an email from Bryan Scott before i had surgery, and that was quite possibly the most incredible thing ever. He was so sweet and genuinely cared about me and let me know that, and it was just what i needed. Reed called me a few times before surgery and left me little notes of encouragement and let me know he was thinking and praying about me, also very sweet. Robb left me an email letting me know he was thinking bout me also. Cory called me and talked to me for a little bit on monday night, it was nice to hear from him and that he cares. Lori sent me a little notecard that said to get better soon cuz she loved me and understood kinda what i was going through, such a surprise and I really liked it. especially since she said she might make me cookies :-D For the rest of you, i can't mention everyone by name, that cared and let me know, I really appreciate it and love each one of you for it; even those of you that I don't know that well let me know you cared and were thinking about me.
was actually quite disappointed that Kaye hasn't talked to me in a while. I know i told her quite a few times when i was having surgery, so she knew. but I haven't heard from her. I know that I'm not the most important person in everyone's lives, that would be silly, but sometimes it's nice to think that you're important enough to get a phone call from someone you love. i don't think i will be calling her to remind her that she missed my surgery. i'll just wait til she decides to call cuz she hasnt talked to me in a while, see if she remembers, and hopefully she'll feel like shit.
anyways... thats enough for now... im gonna go be bored elsewhere... watch more movies or something.