I have never felt like this
For once I'm lost for words
Your smile has really thrown me
This is not like me at all
I never thought I'd know
The kind of love You've shown me
Now, no matter where I am
No matter what I do
I see Your face appearing
Like an unexpected song
An unexpected song
That only we are hearing
I don't know what is going on
Can't work it out at all
Whatever made You choose me
I just can't believe my eyes
You look at me as though
You couldn't bear to lose me
Now, no matter where I am
No matter what I do
I see Your face appearing
Like an unexpected song
An unexpected song
That only we are hearing
I have never felt like this
For once I'm lost for words
Your smile has really thrown me
This is not like me at all
I never thought I'd know
The kind of love You've shown me
When I was a senior in high school, in my final year of Company, we sang this song. Of course, when I sang it then, I always thought of romantic love. But what about GOD'S LOVE? Seriously! These past few months, I've fallen for my Lord so much...it's true:
"Now, no matter where I am
No matter what I do
I see Your face appearing"
Not a visual face, but I am remembering Bible verses so much more, it's incredible! I've seriously dedicated my life to my God and He has helped me really focus on Him so much more! The love I carry inside now is amazing...life is so exciting when living for HIM!!! Phew. I'm excited!! It's so beautiful!!
Btw, i LOVE being back at school. Yesterday was a great birthday! Thank you to all of you who remembered and called or facebooked (haha) or sent a card. I really really appreciate the love you have all shown me.
What a blessing it is to be loved by you all! So thank you! I'm super excited about my Tuesday/Thursday classes- Native American cultures and the Holocaust. I'm really going to learn so much from those, and enjoy it too!! MWF classes don't look so promising...like stats...ughhhhhh...but i can do it! In fact, I made a goal for myself- to get a 93. I know, it's gonna be tough, but I really want to make sure I try. I really want to get an A for the first time ever in a math class.
Oh and suddenly I've been thinking about going to a missionary school...thoughts? It's been on my mind a lot lately.
k bye!