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I figure I sit here...and cool off.
Like a bat out of hell, a wave of anger came over me. All day long I felt this emotion crawling out of the pit of my stomach...rising to the top...and resting in my throat. A rage awoken inside me, did'nt see it coming.
Do I think this is getting to me? Answer: most definally. Came close to walking out the door, not for a short walk...more like in the lines, of walking and walking...and never look back. Yet i know i can't. It's like being in a cage, holding on to the bars....Screaming to get out, and yet the locks are so strong, unable to escape.
Heart going a mile a minute, feeling the veins pumping away, ready to rip open the flesh and let the pressure oozed out.
I feel as if i'm sufforcating...slowly drowning in the sea of lost souls.
Bleh!!!
Think i'm gonna take a long hot shower and scream in silence....than to latch out at the people i love.
This really suck!!!
Like a bat out of hell, a wave of anger came over me. All day long I felt this emotion crawling out of the pit of my stomach...rising to the top...and resting in my throat. A rage awoken inside me, did'nt see it coming.
Do I think this is getting to me? Answer: most definally. Came close to walking out the door, not for a short walk...more like in the lines, of walking and walking...and never look back. Yet i know i can't. It's like being in a cage, holding on to the bars....Screaming to get out, and yet the locks are so strong, unable to escape.
Heart going a mile a minute, feeling the veins pumping away, ready to rip open the flesh and let the pressure oozed out.
I feel as if i'm sufforcating...slowly drowning in the sea of lost souls.
Bleh!!!
Think i'm gonna take a long hot shower and scream in silence....than to latch out at the people i love.
This really suck!!!