He Keeps His Hands Low
-the people
the focus
the reason I had to believe
you weren't too hard to sell.-
Yesterday not too much happened.
Clarissa went home from our littlesleep over.
She left her digital camera over here so she'll come back over here and get it soon.
Hopefully she'll bring my converse back.
We traded shoes a long time ago, and i just want my converse back.
I can't find my other low top converse, who knows where they are, and I only have my high tops.
Um.
I talked to Candy for a while last night.
And after she got offline since she had to go to work, I started looking Frank Iero, MCR, stuff on Youtube cuz I was bored out of my ever loving mind.
Alot of the stuff I found was pretty funny.
I went to bed, watching Ed, Edd, 'n Eddy.
I woke up sometime this morning when my parents came home from grocery shopping.
I stayed up for about two minutes to see what they got before I went back to bed.
I woke up cuz my brother Nick was over.
Ugh.
I don't know.
I lost all faith and hope in him.
And I know that's bad to say
but it is true.
All my brothers, and two of my sisters
have been in trouble with drugs and stuff.
and after the huge talk he had with me about how he's going to clean himself up
so he can go see his kid and everything
and get a job and keep it
he had the NERVE to go and just blow everything again.
I've been disappointed too many times to care.
My Lovely friend Jordan
is back in town from college.
I'm so happy.
I mean I love my friends to death
Candy, Sam, Ashley, all you guys.
I'm pretty close to all of you guys
it's just nice to have a fresh of breath air.
That's what Jordan is to me.
She's known me pretty much all my life (since she's older)
it's just nice to have her back
cuz we were really close
and I don't know it's really hard to explain.
Me and her had so many good times together just hanging out and everything
and it's nice to have her back.
It's funny because she's like four years older
but we both understand eachother perfectly
It really is just nice to have her back home.
She doesn't know a lot that has been going on.
With the church, and just life in general
but we plan to hang out sometime this week
she's going to tell me when we can hang out tomorrow
and we're just going to catch up.
Which will be totally awesome :].
Hopefully me and Sam can hang out this week too
and go see a movie or something.
I don't care what movie it is.
I want to see The Omen, if an adult can buy my ticket.
And I'll pr'much see any other movie she wants to see
cuz I'm just cool like that.
'specially over the hedge since I've seen that
and it was completely awesome :].
Candy is going to be here on the 19th.
Which is awesome.
She's ordering me some stuff off of the 30stm
site I'm guessing.
For some cool 30 seconds to mars merch.
:].
We have presents and stuff we have to give eachother.
I have an eeyore and a book to give her
and she has some 30stm stuff she needs to give me from Christmas :]
yay.
It's going to be a fun week hanging out with her.
In general though.
I'm doing fine.
There are a few things
that are stuck on my mind
but nothing that anyone needs to worry about :].
Maybe you were all faster than me
we gave eachother up so easily
these silly little wounds will never mend
I'm so far from where I've been
so I go
and will not be back here again.
the focus
the reason I had to believe
you weren't too hard to sell.-
Yesterday not too much happened.
Clarissa went home from our littlesleep over.
She left her digital camera over here so she'll come back over here and get it soon.
Hopefully she'll bring my converse back.
We traded shoes a long time ago, and i just want my converse back.
I can't find my other low top converse, who knows where they are, and I only have my high tops.
Um.
I talked to Candy for a while last night.
And after she got offline since she had to go to work, I started looking Frank Iero, MCR, stuff on Youtube cuz I was bored out of my ever loving mind.
Alot of the stuff I found was pretty funny.
I went to bed, watching Ed, Edd, 'n Eddy.
I woke up sometime this morning when my parents came home from grocery shopping.
I stayed up for about two minutes to see what they got before I went back to bed.
I woke up cuz my brother Nick was over.
Ugh.
I don't know.
I lost all faith and hope in him.
And I know that's bad to say
but it is true.
All my brothers, and two of my sisters
have been in trouble with drugs and stuff.
and after the huge talk he had with me about how he's going to clean himself up
so he can go see his kid and everything
and get a job and keep it
he had the NERVE to go and just blow everything again.
I've been disappointed too many times to care.
My Lovely friend Jordan
is back in town from college.
I'm so happy.
I mean I love my friends to death
Candy, Sam, Ashley, all you guys.
I'm pretty close to all of you guys
it's just nice to have a fresh of breath air.
That's what Jordan is to me.
She's known me pretty much all my life (since she's older)
it's just nice to have her back
cuz we were really close
and I don't know it's really hard to explain.
Me and her had so many good times together just hanging out and everything
and it's nice to have her back.
It's funny because she's like four years older
but we both understand eachother perfectly
It really is just nice to have her back home.
She doesn't know a lot that has been going on.
With the church, and just life in general
but we plan to hang out sometime this week
she's going to tell me when we can hang out tomorrow
and we're just going to catch up.
Which will be totally awesome :].
Hopefully me and Sam can hang out this week too
and go see a movie or something.
I don't care what movie it is.
I want to see The Omen, if an adult can buy my ticket.
And I'll pr'much see any other movie she wants to see
cuz I'm just cool like that.
'specially over the hedge since I've seen that
and it was completely awesome :].
Candy is going to be here on the 19th.
Which is awesome.
She's ordering me some stuff off of the 30stm
site I'm guessing.
For some cool 30 seconds to mars merch.
:].
We have presents and stuff we have to give eachother.
I have an eeyore and a book to give her
and she has some 30stm stuff she needs to give me from Christmas :]
yay.
It's going to be a fun week hanging out with her.
In general though.
I'm doing fine.
There are a few things
that are stuck on my mind
but nothing that anyone needs to worry about :].
Maybe you were all faster than me
we gave eachother up so easily
these silly little wounds will never mend
I'm so far from where I've been
so I go
and will not be back here again.