Dec 30, 2010 10:40
i just realized that most of my recent entries have been posted publically. In a few moments everything will be locked for "friends only"
i've been going through a pretty serious holiday depression. It's been since just before Christams - i hope that this passes soon.
i just want the middle of fucking January to be here and get through this shit.
i will be alone again on New Year's Eve. Ed will be working at a hot nightclub for extra money downtown. i'm glad he's doing it for us - but....i will be lonely. i don't want to be the driver going anywhere and so i am going to be safe and stay in my home and i want to be here when Ed comes home. We need to be here for each other.
Everyone - please stay safe. i implore to ALL of you - Do NOT drink and drive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!