Oct 11, 2009 04:37
it will be a long time until i love again.
i missed you again tonight, it hurts more because of the way things are. and how different you are. and how i can't remember much of the good anymore because the hurt overwhelms it.
i wish you were the same guy i fell in love with
but, you live. you learn. i'll wait for my soulmate, he'll never make me feel the way you did.