to you, my love
I wish I could admit just how much I need you. How the thought of you smiling at me is enough to bring tears of joy to my eyes.
I wish I could explain exactly how scared I am these days. But these burdens I bear, are for me only. They can never change how much I love you nor can they stop me from seeing how much you love me.
And how I wish I could make my insecurities vanish. That I wish for most above all. I hate not simply enjoying our time together. I hate that I still view her as a threat after all this time. I hate putting you through all of this.
You need to know that I do believe you when you say "you're beautiful." I know you believe it. Otherwise, you wouldn't say it. I personally, just can't believe it. And though I cannot feel how your heart pulls, I do feel the pull of my own heart and the bliss it feels when I hear those words come from your mouth. It amazes me every time.
::i love you:: always.
I wish I could explain exactly how scared I am these days. But these burdens I bear, are for me only. They can never change how much I love you nor can they stop me from seeing how much you love me.
And how I wish I could make my insecurities vanish. That I wish for most above all. I hate not simply enjoying our time together. I hate that I still view her as a threat after all this time. I hate putting you through all of this.
You need to know that I do believe you when you say "you're beautiful." I know you believe it. Otherwise, you wouldn't say it. I personally, just can't believe it. And though I cannot feel how your heart pulls, I do feel the pull of my own heart and the bliss it feels when I hear those words come from your mouth. It amazes me every time.
::i love you:: always.