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my third today! well ill probably not post for long time later.
Sitting here listening to music and just thinking of the upcoming monday. You know i talk of stupid control and ability to not make that specific choice< im so freaking full of it. Im like one of those hypocrites its pathetic!
Im not being rational and think anything through until its too late! what is wrong with me why dont i see the good think when its right under my freaking nose!!! And the sad part is i will go on tomorrow and do the exact same thing that im beating myself over. I swear i wish i had someone with a shovel behind me and hit me every time i do something stupid!
AURGHHHGFGISHSGKLawsheguifSEh;ohegfhWioed
Sitting here listening to music and just thinking of the upcoming monday. You know i talk of stupid control and ability to not make that specific choice< im so freaking full of it. Im like one of those hypocrites its pathetic!
Im not being rational and think anything through until its too late! what is wrong with me why dont i see the good think when its right under my freaking nose!!! And the sad part is i will go on tomorrow and do the exact same thing that im beating myself over. I swear i wish i had someone with a shovel behind me and hit me every time i do something stupid!
AURGHHHGFGISHSGKLawsheguifSEh;ohegfhWioed