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i'm pretty much at a loss of words as to how i feel right now.....
okay, so i guess that's a lie. but not really. let's revise. i'm am aware of specific emotions, but as a whole am at a loss of words.....
i'm sad and angry as fuck. although i feel almost guilty about feeling that way, because other people have far more reason and right to be sad and pissed off. but hey, i can't help it. what are you gonna do.
i'm having fun though at the same time. which makes me feel even more guilty. but that feeling is totally bogus. if something happened to me i would want people to just continue on normally and keep on having fun. so i guess i should do the same shouldn't i. which i guess i kind of am in a way.
global warming is so weird. haha. actually it's scary as fuck. but it still amuses me that warming the global climate can cause an ice age. oh the way the world works is so beyond me, and i love it that way. there's so much i don't know, and i don't want to know it, even if i could benefit from it. i would rather live a life of wonder and confusion.
i feel like dancing outside in my underwear, and freezing my ass off. so i think i'll go do that. later.
i love you.
okay, so i guess that's a lie. but not really. let's revise. i'm am aware of specific emotions, but as a whole am at a loss of words.....
i'm sad and angry as fuck. although i feel almost guilty about feeling that way, because other people have far more reason and right to be sad and pissed off. but hey, i can't help it. what are you gonna do.
i'm having fun though at the same time. which makes me feel even more guilty. but that feeling is totally bogus. if something happened to me i would want people to just continue on normally and keep on having fun. so i guess i should do the same shouldn't i. which i guess i kind of am in a way.
global warming is so weird. haha. actually it's scary as fuck. but it still amuses me that warming the global climate can cause an ice age. oh the way the world works is so beyond me, and i love it that way. there's so much i don't know, and i don't want to know it, even if i could benefit from it. i would rather live a life of wonder and confusion.
i feel like dancing outside in my underwear, and freezing my ass off. so i think i'll go do that. later.
i love you.