what did you expect?

May 23, 2004 20:28

when you ask why teenagers today are so pathetic and why do they feel the need to fill the void with illegal substances... well coming from a pathetic teenager, there are a few reasons, each one of these reasons just as unsubstantial as the next but in an effort to answer your question here it goes:
~Nothing else to do
~Curiousity
~Stopped caring
~yes i have a void, and i have found no way to fill it, and by being a fucking dumb ass i can forget that deep dark cavern.
~I don't hurt myself, almost did, but i never have, and i don't think i ever will. well in the sense of physical pain
~these aren't reasons anymore just thoughts....
why, why, why? that is what everyone asks, well i'll tell everybody why i did it..
it is because i have had a 'void' as it has been called, and well i can't seem to fill it, so i simply force myself to forget about it. i used to be able to forget about it by simply distracting myself with friends, and simple pure fun. but that doesn't work anymore, and i have to distract myself from it, b/c there is nothing else i can do, what the hell do all of you suggest?

i'm just so...
i hate myself, i really do.
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