Just hurry up and pull the God damned trigger........
Sry 4 all the updates recently...
I found myself giving my cousin's ex-boyfriend some advice last night, and it made me realize some things...
2 the guys:
When a girl's mother doesn't like u, she doesn't care if she gets yelled at b-cuz of u (if she truly loves u). It will just bring her closer, and she'll need 4 u 2 be there 4 her through everything.
If a girl says that she can't trust u, it's b-cuz she wants u 2 convince her that she can!!!!!!!! ****cough cough****
Ya, I never thought I would attempt suicide. But then again, I never thought I would fall in love with someone like u either.
Going 2 church at 4. Gotta remember my rosary beads cuz I have a LOT of praying 2 do. lol. I think that's what's been holding me back from making a decision... I haven't been turning 2 God 4 help like I used 2.
Edit: Got back from church. I needed that so bad. And I actually felt less stressed 4 the 1st time in.... weeks(?). And the deacon made us all laugh at the end, so it was pretty entertaining. lol.
Now I'm going 2 the movies with someone. Kinda last minute plans, and I'm surprised my mom is even letting me. But hopefully I'll have some fun.
I found myself giving my cousin's ex-boyfriend some advice last night, and it made me realize some things...
2 the guys:
When a girl's mother doesn't like u, she doesn't care if she gets yelled at b-cuz of u (if she truly loves u). It will just bring her closer, and she'll need 4 u 2 be there 4 her through everything.
If a girl says that she can't trust u, it's b-cuz she wants u 2 convince her that she can!!!!!!!! ****cough cough****
Ya, I never thought I would attempt suicide. But then again, I never thought I would fall in love with someone like u either.
Going 2 church at 4. Gotta remember my rosary beads cuz I have a LOT of praying 2 do. lol. I think that's what's been holding me back from making a decision... I haven't been turning 2 God 4 help like I used 2.
Edit: Got back from church. I needed that so bad. And I actually felt less stressed 4 the 1st time in.... weeks(?). And the deacon made us all laugh at the end, so it was pretty entertaining. lol.
Now I'm going 2 the movies with someone. Kinda last minute plans, and I'm surprised my mom is even letting me. But hopefully I'll have some fun.