tired of everyday schedules
so jay, with his bad luck,
got hurt again at gym.
that boy...
god, i dont even know what to say.
first a concussion,
then otis tackles him,
and before you know it matt headbutts him
and he had seven stiches and a ruined day.
i have to say, he took it better than i would.
then again,
he did get in trouble for some
few choice words that a teacher happened to overhear.
funny how they were more worried about giving
a demerit to him than getting him to a hospital or something.
sometimes my school confuses me.
see, if pj just let us walk in the woods, this never would
have happened in the first place, right?
oh well.
i played volleyball.
im pretty bad at it.
but i still have fun.
especially in this weather!
i wanted to melt.
or cry.
im so emotional lately that warm weather makes me teary eyed.
pathetic, i tell ya.
i also played bball for about ten minutes.
i really dont hate it.
i just hated it today.
just because i wanted to see my best friend,
and no one would let me.
i told angela if she does vball with me next year,
i will join her on the bball team.
i have to admit, i might like bball more now.
but shh, dont you dare tell her.
ill get a big fat
'I TOLD YOU SO!'
thats about all.
no plans for tomorrow, yet.
a bunch of homework to catch up on.
unless of course it is sunny.
then homework is out of the question, obviously.
ps i keep listening to random playlists,
and i have found that quite a few goo goo doll songs
remind me of jay.
of couuuurseee.
make me miss him more, guys.
bah.
Verse 1
And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
Verse 2
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
Chorus
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Verse 3
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive
Chorus
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Chorus
I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am