Dec 13, 2005 00:07
My christmas list....
I want a family who care. A brother who doesnt only comfort me when hes drunk or high. I want a dad who excepts who his son is and doesnt try and convince him he is someone different. I want a stepmom who talks to me and listens. I want a mom who doesnt judge. I want a stepdad who will be a dad!
I want to feel love. I want the passion I feel for others to be put back on me! I feel alone in this shitty world.
I want to feel good about myself. I want to feel like I look good. I want to feel like Im a good person.
I want to have friend that are there for me. They just dont call cause the need someone to talk to. I want my friends to help me when I need them. I also want friends who can just have fun with out drugs. Im I really that bad to be around you need drugs to make me worth your time?
Overall I want a new life.
To bad this Christmas Im not getting anything I want!