Apr 10, 2004 09:03
i HATE mah life i seriously do...i swear sometimes [[even tho were fytin]] it feels like i still like Drew...nd some times it doesnt [[nd it makes me glad sometimes]]..but like 4 example me alexa nd chelsea went 2 see "the prince nd me" on thursday nyte nd the grl nd the guy [[of course]] fall in love [[wat else is new]] nd i dunno i sat there tryin not 2 cry bc it reminded me of Drew...[[nd yea i like Drew..but not to the point that ill go out with him ever again..plus he likes Devin,so ive been told from mah resources on the grape vine]]nd i dont noe y it did..it juss did...
but then i really like Chuck...nd i want him 2 get 2 noe me nd noe the REAL me nd give me ONE chance bc i really really like him...but he doesnt get that concept...which really makes me mad bc he noes that i really really like him nd wana go out wiff him..but hes NEVER guna gimme a chance..so i dont see why i waste mah time waitin 4 somethin that will NEVER happen neways...but who noes..
im not guna put on a fake smile nemore...im guna say wat i think nd feel..nd if im not happy nd juss wana cry thats wat im guna do...im guna cry..i really DONT care nemore...so yea...
im out*
*LoVe*
Ur P.I.M.P,
[*LiL SpArX*]
*juss wana be loved by yOo*