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ughhhhhhhh!!!!!
why does this have to happen?!?! i cant help the way i feel and i wish i could just like flip my feelings on and off. but thats like not possible..
and i hate it when you think this guy is super sweet then have people telling your friends like.. "ohh tell her to watch out for him because hes going to screw her over big time.." like how the eff is that supposed to make me feel??
i know i did something wrong but i thought everything was cool. especially when i get advice from one of their best friends.
and this is what suckss soooo baddddddd that i actually have feelings for him and i didnt mean for it to happen it just did..
okay well im going to try to get some sleep.. doubt im going to though :(
why does this have to happen?!?! i cant help the way i feel and i wish i could just like flip my feelings on and off. but thats like not possible..
and i hate it when you think this guy is super sweet then have people telling your friends like.. "ohh tell her to watch out for him because hes going to screw her over big time.." like how the eff is that supposed to make me feel??
i know i did something wrong but i thought everything was cool. especially when i get advice from one of their best friends.
and this is what suckss soooo baddddddd that i actually have feelings for him and i didnt mean for it to happen it just did..
okay well im going to try to get some sleep.. doubt im going to though :(