has is been a year already?!

Apr 02, 2006 23:08

this entry is going to be a special tribute.

i honestly cannot believe it has been closley enough to one year since my dog passed away. i will never forget that month from march to april praying that he wont have to go and just wishing he could come home. The day my parents told me they made the decision was not easy for anyof us. his passing away was one of the hardest days of my life and even though there have been many painful occurances this was deffinately the worst one of all. People might think why is she getting soo sentimental over a dog?! but the reason is, becuase i've grown attached to them especially this one. we've had him ever since i was about 2 and he's been with our family from house to house to house, i guess you could call him a brother to the family. He was getting old and was a pain and i think thats probably one of the reasons why i miss him so much; Because i feel horrible for treating him so poorly becuase he was "annoying". which is why that statement "you really never know how much you love someone/thing until their gone" is sooo true. My other dogs Brittany and Cody oddly enough both suspected something was up and you could tell from the look in their eyes how much they missed him as well. I said this earlier but i honestly cannot beleive its been a year since hes been gone. Like how?! it feels like yesterday my mom told me the horrible news! i sometimes dont like to believe that hes not here anymore! It so hard to walk into my house and see my two dogs whom i also love dearly lined up at the gate and not see barney. i remeber it would be barney on the left cody in the middle and britt on the right, they still do the same greeting except they leave a little spot open for barn.

Heres just some litle details about Barney
he was:
the family dog
the cutest basset hound ever
my comfort zone
a friend at handy 
a good cuddle buddy
a good pee(r) - this dog knew how to pee a river!!
my favorite house pet (even tho i love all my dogs)
my second dog
but basically, my first becuase my dog webster died of cancer when i was just a baby
brown and white
the dog who we would always dress up on halloween
the one who ate your missing food
made me laugh cry and yell 
snored when he would sleep
and would always roll over on his back for a good belly rub(those were his favorite) 
BARNEY WAS MY BEST FRIEND

this is really getting too hard for me to write to i have to stop this here. 
BARNEY i know your in a better place now and hopefully happier. I know your there always looking down to make sure were okay and your doing a good job. I miss you dearly and i love you sooo much. WE ALL MISS YOU :'(

R.I.P BARNEY WEISS 12/10/??--4/4/05

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