six and a half months

Aug 12, 2005 11:37

It's been a while per say. Getting ready to go to Edmonton - got to get stuff all sorted out and ready for the fall at the U of A. I am super happy to discover that many friends will be going there, and some even living in Lister - Yay Paul! Etc...etc... so goodbye's aren't that tough for me, its just something that eventually happens, and you gotta deal. Otherwise if you spend forever thinking back, its hard to enjoy whats all happening now and going to happen later.

This summer has been fun, its been getting colder, and cloudier--- I'm hoping the forecast isn't foreshadowing our futures... I wish mine to be bright and sunny but I take things as they come i guess.

This ending august is beginning to reveal to me my only regret I can say I have thus far --- besides the fact that I'd love to be famous --- I truly regret wasting time giving myself to people who aren't willing to recieve what I have to offer. Whether it be my time, my friendship, and my trust -- I hate how I gave my energy and heart to honestly make some really great friends -- only to have them care shit about me. Well screw em. I've been too naive to realize that I've been surrounded with awsomely fantastic people all of highschool --- those who've always cared and I just didn't realize, I owe them all thanks.

9 days --- cloudy with periods of sunshine --- outlook...to be expected.

Leanne
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