memories consume.. like opening the wound.. im picking me apart again..
you all assume.. im safe here in my room.. unless i try n start again.. i dont want to b the one.. tha battles always chose.. kuz inside i realized.. that im the one confused.. i dont no wats worth fighting for.. or y i hav to scream.. i dont no y i instigate n say wat i dont mean.. i dont no how i got htis way... i no its not alirte.. so im breaaaking the haaabit.. im breaaaking the haaaaabit.. tonite .
haha sry.. i jus felt like singing that.. ! lol .. anyway.. well at like 7 i think or sumthin.. emily and tayler came to my house and we " chiiiiiiled " in ma room.. then i got ready n we went to Mario's.. and got A LARGE ITALIAN ICE!! haha.. mint chocolate chip, cherry, and mango !! hahaha.. then we got chips for free since emily's so hotttttttt and sexxxy!! hahahaha... then we went to emily's... and hung owt inside n in her yard.. it was fun! her brothers ben and justice are sooooooooooooo cute!!! .. JUSTICE PUKED UP A NICKEL THAT HE ATE!! haha.. then tayler went home.. and me and emily made blu - ish / green orange soda !! lol n went online n shyyyyt...fun stuff ! lol then i ran home at like 1015.. wudda fun day..
and IM STILL TIRED! AH! lol
Marissa