Can't stop crying
Okay I know many people have been screwed over and made really big mistakes, but it still doesn't make it any easier for me. I unfornately trusted my brother and his stupid friends that work with him. I went to the Foothills Ford of Chessne Saturday to look at buying a new car. Well my brother talked me into looking at a 2006 Jetta with as many miles of mine but with a warranty. Well I was told Saturday I could sign some papers and take the car home but nothing would be final until I signed the last piece of paperwork Monday and their bank approved the deal. Guess what I was lied to and trick into buying this piece of shit car. Well it wasn't a piece of shit to me until I reliazed I was being way overcharged and I was tricked. When I tried to talk to the dealership they literally laughed in my face. I really want to die right now. I have never been screwed over this bad in my life and I have never felt more stupid than I do right now. I thought after crying so much and trying to accept everything last night I would be fine. But everytime I look at the damn car I want to FUCKING scream! Infact maybe it would be better if I was dead so I wouldn't have to make the payments. I hope all of those men includeing my brother get what is coming to them. As far as I am concerned I am now a only child. I know this is a harsh entry but I feel like shit actually I feel worst than anything. This is the worst experience so far in my life. I don't even know now if I should get married. I am sure Tad doesn't want to be with someone who is in so much damn debt and I am not sure of myself period now. I really don't know how I am going to snap out of this. I am a zombie I can put on a fake smile and do what my family and friends require of me, but when I am alone I am so depressed and sad that I have not even been eating or remotely happy.