A busy bubble bee
I am sorry I have not posted in a while, but school has been crazy lately and is going to get worst because I have my first parent conference and nine weeks report cards starting in about 2 and a half weeks. I am also kinda of pissed today but my school has decided we can not longer wear Halloween costumes nor are we having a fall festival for the younger students. Anyways I am a kid at heart so of course I was against this descion, but the old verteran teacher won because they no longer think we should have fun at school.
My assistant and I have been butting heads lately again. I get so sick of her questioning my authority and seeing me as someone who has no clue how to teach. Just because she is going to school to be a teacher does not mean she knows everything about teaching. She does not have to go to all the training and meetings I have to go to, nor does she understand everything I have to do. I made and gave pretest at the beginning of the year(I did not know that the school was giving us one to give). Today she fusses that she doesn't see why I am giving another pretest its pointless. Well hell, if the district did not require it I would be watsting my time on it, but there is not use bitching at me about something that she has no damn clue about. Then there is the issue of running records and reading, she thinks I am supposed to force kindergarten students to read even though most of my students are not ready. I was so mad today I just had to leave without even talking to her. This has been going on since the beginning of the school year and I am getting sick of it. If I was doing something wrong why did the state department love me last year and the school district, as well as anyone else who has been in my classroom. I have to be doing something right.
Then there is the issue of being overweight. I really need to do something about, but what do I do nothing. Then I cry and cry over it all the time. I also really don't have any friends in this state or least I feel like I don't. I love Tad but I need someone else to hang out with. I think one of the problems is that I don't have much personal time because of school.
I know this entry is kinda of depressing, but I had to get all of this off my chest.
My assistant and I have been butting heads lately again. I get so sick of her questioning my authority and seeing me as someone who has no clue how to teach. Just because she is going to school to be a teacher does not mean she knows everything about teaching. She does not have to go to all the training and meetings I have to go to, nor does she understand everything I have to do. I made and gave pretest at the beginning of the year(I did not know that the school was giving us one to give). Today she fusses that she doesn't see why I am giving another pretest its pointless. Well hell, if the district did not require it I would be watsting my time on it, but there is not use bitching at me about something that she has no damn clue about. Then there is the issue of running records and reading, she thinks I am supposed to force kindergarten students to read even though most of my students are not ready. I was so mad today I just had to leave without even talking to her. This has been going on since the beginning of the school year and I am getting sick of it. If I was doing something wrong why did the state department love me last year and the school district, as well as anyone else who has been in my classroom. I have to be doing something right.
Then there is the issue of being overweight. I really need to do something about, but what do I do nothing. Then I cry and cry over it all the time. I also really don't have any friends in this state or least I feel like I don't. I love Tad but I need someone else to hang out with. I think one of the problems is that I don't have much personal time because of school.
I know this entry is kinda of depressing, but I had to get all of this off my chest.