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Maybe I secretly want to die. Maybe I want attention. Maybe I'm just going crazy.
I said something yesterday that literally made zero sense. But I wrote it so clearly, although I as completed faded and don't remember writing it. It was something like "that's not me but this is us and were married and I love you just as much as she does". I said this to a guy I like. Might even love. I'm sure I've
totally scared him off.
Anyways I ate yesterday cause I got high. Then I purged. Then I got more high and drunk. Then ate a bunch of chips. Took 2 lax.
Woke up this morning 129 lbs, lax are about to kick in.
Twig bitch.
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