Jun 16, 2005 14:46
oh dear its that time of like every other month again where lk gets her updation on
school is over tomorrow. like forever. k not forever but a long time.
laurens coming tomorrow nght on hawaiian airlines flight 0002 at 9:10 pm
as if i havent told you all like 5987324 times already
my birthday is in 53 days.
my room is clean.
yeah things are pretty sweet.
on the outside.
but im just gonna vent cause theyre actually not.
it finally hit me yesterday that marlena is actually leaving. like theres nothing i can do to stop her. i really cant kidnap her and let her live in my closet. and i really cant go vandalize their house or slash the tires on her moms van. i really cant throw uncle rick in a trash bag and let the garbage man take him away. i really cant see joey brady naked in her hot tub or wear that fabulous red polka dot dress anymore. well actually i can cause im making her give it to me. but i really cant even look at it without thinking about that freakface and all the amazingly wierd yet fantasticly fun times weve had together. I REALLY CANT LIVE WITHOUT MY MARLENA.
goodie now im all manic depressive.
the other day i heard such a compltely bullshit lie about me i didnt know whether to laugh or freak out or like pop a cap in someones ass.
drama can die. then it can come back alive so i can run it over with a car and then die again and go to drama hell.
plus matty has mono. and weve shared water everyday in englsih for the past about 4 months.
if i get sick that child might as well be drama cause ill be pissed.
cept for i read the poem matt wrote me again and it made me really happy.
frogchickens rule the world <3