SMILES.. nothing but SMILES!

[loveyou9times]

I'm finally here.. and i feel more at home than ever. i hope this is not one of those false feelings of serenity that fade as time passes and then you see the "truth".. but i really just dont see that happening. anyways.. i would love nothing more than to post a billion and 10 pics but last time i did it fucked everything up on here for a lonnng time.. soo.. if you want some ask and ill email them to you gladly. my dorm over looks a gorgeous canyon that is soo greeen always, like european hillsides , lol) and there are small mud paths running through from kids that run during the day.. and kids that smoke at night (wink wink) oh and smoking is so chill here.. first of all the bud cann not COMPARE! (guti i win! lol) and i can smoke in my own dorm if i want, lol its soo chilllll! ok and my room mate is from fucking god.. she's awesome.. i got so lucky.. i hung up posters and magazine cut outs all over the place .. mostly surfing.. and my lil skull painting lol.. i brought it ( yes i AM that big of a dork) and .. lets see.. what else.. oh yes.. the BOYS! jesus christ himself couldnt have done a better job.. seriously.. everywhere i look.. the hottest guy just precedes the next, and the next, and the next.. its sick.. lol literally. they all surf.. they're all really chilled out with that "who cares man" mentallity.. yet their not bums.. their on top of their shit and at school, adn they have goals and they're working hard to acheive them, but they do it so easy..like no stress.. just chill.. ah.. im in heaven.. anyways.. i really didnt come on here to try to brag or whatever.. im just ecstatically happy.. (using the same word twice is quite fun) anyways.. shower time for me and then hopefully some foood.. thats the only thing here.. food.. im sure once the cafeterie opens ill be fine.. but for now its only athletes and like the ppl that came from other schools ( oh yeah im the only chick from florida in the whole school!) so yeah.. im like an alien.. most ppl are from here or like AT THE MOST 3 hours north.. but its nice, everyone gets so amazed that i came all the way over here.. and im so happppppy i did.. ok .. im done.. i swear.. but yeah.. so the cafe isnt open and there is no food on campus so..i have been starving.. for two days.. lost like 5 pounds no joke.. its not a good thing though.. i need food.. im heating up water and drinking it like soup.. thats sad.. lol.. and my stupid parents havent given me any $ and my mom spends the freaking days in the hotel getting massages and shit while i bust my ass WALKING everywhere b/c i have no car and no longboard :( it was too big to fit in the carry-on section and too big for any suit case. so yeah.. ok im done
much luv and peace