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So i went home last weekend. It was mostly fun, i miss certain things about austin so much. like my parents and my best friend and my bed and my sister and barton creek and my CAR and my austinites. jeez i miss driving around with nothing to do. But by the second night i realized i missed smu, when my friends started calling me. thats weird. because i didnt even know my friends here like a year ago and now i miss them when i go home! spring break in 18 days...I'm excited, i hope its not too long though. as much as i heart austin though, id never want to live there again because smu is crazyyy and i like my life.
I was thinking, and I realized that while maybe there is a tiny cloud of sadness that maybe will hang over my life for a long time, I am very happy. No the better word is content. I drink and have fun and learn new things and LAUGH and hook up with randomoids that i dont have to see again---so its not awkward. honestly what could be better. I think my life is entering a new phase, where I just dont care about things like that. and its relaxing because i was so preoccupied with it before. I like the song "scartissue" it relates to my life right now.
Gosh apartment hunting is stressful. My friend and i are going to get an amazing apartment for next year and maybe a pet puppy!!! and cute furniture and its going to be funnn. im so excited
I might have to go to judicial at smu. which basically is a panel of adults. for drawing penises on this douche's calendar and writing things such as "go suck a dick." haha im not really worried about my punishment, but mainly how EMBARASSING its going to be. drawing penises is just not ladylike. i wasnt even drunk when i did this, just stupid. does anyone feel like sometimes when they're with a group of boys they start ACTING like a boy???