Meet The Idols Chapter 3
Title: Meet The Idols
author: loveyamapi31
rating: PG13
Summary: Kei hates everything about Kawaii Shonen, a popular idol group that messes
with him everyday but what if he fell in love with the leader of Kawaii Shonen? Will he change the
hatred to love?
Disclaimer: I OWN INOO AND YABU...IN MY DREAMS THOUGH~
A/N: And it takes me a week to update. Sorry :(
Btw I just joined ask.fm, it was crazy there..I mean everyone can ask you
random questions and you can also ask others anonymously XD So if you
have an account there just follow me and freely ask me crazy questions LOL
My account is namubaby. Just search me there. LOL
The sun started to hit Kota's face, telling him that it is time to wake up.
It's already 6:OO in the morning and as a leader it is his obligation to
wake everyone up. Kota got out of his bed lazily and went to the sink to
wash his face. All the stress he felt this last two weeks was so
excruciating and with the help of the running water in front of him he
want those stress to vanish as well. He turned off the faucet as he took
a very deep sigh. He remembered last week he and Takaki had a little fight,
the reason? It's because Kota really wants to be the world's caring leader
but everything around him prevents him from doing that. He really loves
his co-members so much and every success that they have right now he
want that to cherish with those stupid, childish members of his. Yeah
they may be stupid in front of him, they annoy Kota everyday but those
annoying boys were his treasure and he really don't want to loose them
in just a blink of an eye. He doesn't want to act so strict with his co
members, it's just that he can't forget the words that their manager
told him last month.
"Another group will debut, be ready for the consequence~"
Kota can't think of a better plan. He was really pressured right now
knowing a new group will debut on their agency. The
pressure that their old sempais felt, will he feel it too? No! It's too
early for them to feel that. They were so famous that
the idea of them being out powered with the new group was totally
impossible. He really believe on that but what if he's
wrong? What if the day came and Kawaii Shonen, the group that they
established together will falter. He will never allow that to
happen, so with him being so strict was the only thing he have to do
to stay on where they currently stood right now. The
fame, that fucking fame.
"Kota-kun what happen with your first date?" Someone broke his trance,
it was Ryutaro who did that.
"Would you greet me first?" Kota lighly punch the younger boy. "I'll
cook something for you ne? What do you want?"
"But you didn't even answer my question." Ryutaro whined.
"Hey it's too early for a cry baby like you!" Chinen butted in rubbing
his sleepy eyes. "Kota-kun I want some fresh milk!"
"Look who's the baby among us?" Ryutaro teased the latter and the three
of them laugh. It's one of the few moments
that Kota felt so happy in his life. It eargers him to do his best for
their group to stay on the spot light.
"By the way how's your date with the pretty girl, what's her name again?
Kei-chan?" Chinen asked. "Can you tell us what happen?"
Kota rolled his eyes, but in the end he did as he was told knowing he
will never win over this brat. "Nothing special~"
"So it was a complete fail?" Ryutaro said then grab some cookie on the
table.
"No..actually we decided to have a decent date." Kota paused. "We will
meet tonight."
"Woahhh as I expected from you Kota!" Takaki together with the rest of
the boys appeared on the dining room.
"But we're not allowed to date right?" Yamada asked.
"What's the use of disguise?" Kota smirked and everyone gaped at him.
>>>
"So you're telling me you didn't interview the boys?" Haruma asked him
with disbelief.
"I told you Kei will end up looking at those ikemen's face, ohhh I can't
imagine how he drool that day." Koji teased the latter.
"When will you ever learn to shut up Koji?" Kei pout.
"Don't worry someone told me that they will perform at Shibuya later~"
Haruma said and Kei gasped for air. The moment he
heard that he slowly clenched his right hand over his chest. His heart
started to beat so freakin fast like what he felt
yesterday. Is he that excited to see that particular person?
"Then we should corner them so we can finish this damn article." Koji
muttered lazily.
Kota Yabu. Kota Yabu. Kota Yabu. It was ringing inside his head all
day. From the point it pester him already.
"Arghhhh what's wrong with me? Why am I thinking of him all day?!"
"What's wrong pretty Kei?"
"There's nothing wrong with me!" Kei exclaimed and pause a little. "And
another thing Koji! Will you stop calling me pretty it's too annoying?!
And why are you laughing there Haruma!?"
Haruma bit his lower lip, preventing himself from laughing. "S-sorry Kei.
I just find the two of you cute together. You know like a lovely couple~
Can I ship you with Koji? KeiJi? KojiKei?"
"Ewwww stop it Haruma! I'm about to vomit just by hearing those weird OTP
names you made!" Kei said with a disgust on his face and Koji just shrug
about it. "Let's get ready for the interview, we can't fail this time!"
"I know right, I don't want Ms.Ito's punishment either!" Haruma smirked as
the three of them headed to Shibuya.
>>>>>>
Today, everyone's ready for the performance of Kawaii Shonen. It's so
obvious that their fanbase were mostly girls since the
annoying scream of everyone were what Kei can only hear. As of now, he
was not still used to it.
"Being a girl wasn't fun, thank God I'm a boy~" Kei mumbled and the
screams were doubled the moment Kawaii Shonen got
up from the stage. Squeals, shriek and scream were everywhere. It only
stopped the moment a soft melody was played. Bass and
electric guitar being played by Hikaru and Keito respectively, Yuto
being cool with his drum set, Daiki so cute on his key
boards and the person in the middle. He was shining as if he's the only
one standing on that little stage. It was Kota
the leader who was at the center holding for the mic carefully, humming
for the intro lovingly. Kei felt that Kota was staring
at him, at the moment he is sure that the boy do stare at him or is it
just a product of his imagination, of his wishfull
thinking. Hence, it was one of the best moment for Kei, it seems like
his crazy little world stops and he can only see Kota.
Among the hundreds of people in Shibuya, he felt like they were the only
one existing. He, standing so stunned on the
center of the invisible crowds and Kota singing on the stage. It was so
magical...and pure.
"Want you to know I really wanna say to you
That you are the only one....
?? ? ??? You are my everything
???? ??? ? ?? ?? ????? ??
Until the end of time my everything"
The last thing that he heard was the loud cheer of the crowds, it made
him stop from his little dream. It's too early
for him to day dream. Koji then smack him on the shoulder.
"Hey Kei are you still alive?"
"Shut up!" Kei said controlling his voice, he was about to cry from
the weird feeling he had inside him.
"Sorry Koji, Haruma but I think I don't have the guts to interview Kawaii
Shonen today." He continued as he run as fast as he can. Not minding to
look back.
Meanwhile at the stage, Kota gave his best smile to his fans. He stopped
from whatever he's doing the moment he saw a familiar figure running outside
the little stage.
"Kei?" Kota squinted trying to see the person but unfortunately he failed.
"Is it her?"
>>>>
Kei looked at his reflexion from the mirror in front of him. Tonight he
will date an idol. It's indeed a life time dream
for every fangirls but to him, he can't really explain how he feels at
the moment. Well dating an idol wasn't on his plan
and from the fact that it's a boy..seriously? Kei knows he's straight.
Period. But when it comes to Kota, the leader of the
group he really cursed the most, of all people why it has to be Kota?
"Why am I feeling this way?" Kei clenched his fist, he slap himself
twice. "I don't want to lie to him, I'm a boy and.." He
tightly closed his eyes, the fast beating of his heart was the only
thing he felt right now. A minute later he quickly opens his
eyes and gently removes the long blond wig that he borrowed from his
little sister, he removed the make up covering his natural
pretty face and he started to rip the pink dress that he secretly bought
this morning. He wanted to meet Kota without those pieces of shit.
"I'm ready for a hard punch!"
>>>>
Kota cheerfully walked into a small café around the town, answering the
nearby waiter’s greeting with a smile.
“Caramel cofee please~”
The waiter gaped at him. Who wouldn't if someone as gorgeous as him
preferred to drink in this simple, small cafe shop.
“Oh, Yabu..Yabu Kota?! You're from Kawaii Shonen right?”
"Ahhh.." Kota can't find what words to say, as far as he know he did
everything to make a perfect disguise so how come the
waiter recognize him.
"No I'm not!" And with that he run as fast as he can. He's already sick
of it. Lies, and everything related to the
downside of being an idol. He wanted to escape and to be free but he '
feels like someone prevents him from doing that. Yes, he
love his job so much, he thinks that without this fame shit he doesn't
have the things he has right now but as everyone
said money can't buy our happiness and so as love that can bring us a
different kind of happiness.
As Kota patiently stood across the park to wait for his lucky date he
saw a familiar boy staring at him for who knows how
many hours already. Is he a fan? A paparazzi? Or the worst, a creepy
stalker?
"I'm sorry for being rude but why are you staring at me? Do you need
anything?" Kota asked the moment he approached the said boy.
After a minute of silence the said boy finally took off the cap
hiding half of his face and fix the fringe of his hair.
“Yabu Kota I’m going to say something and I don’t want you interrupting
until I finish. It’s not been an easy thing for me,
I'm not supposed to lie from you since I'm not a liar. It sounds so ironic
right? But some circumstances lead me to this, I don't even know how
to explain this to you but actually I lie to you, I'm Kei.. Inoo Kei..
the one you thought as a girl and now I'm here to tell
you that I'm a boy. I'm a boy like you. So whatever feelings I have from
you please don't accept it I know it's a painful
thing for me but for your sake I'm ready to give up everything. Besides
I don't know how to define this stupid feelings I have from you. I can't
explain it~”
Yabu’s face turned confused for a second but still he's not able to
process everything, every word that Kei told him.
“If you didn’t realize Yabu, I’m finished now. You can say something.”
Silence
Kota’s jaw dropped. "So your a boy?" Was the only words left his mouth.
"Do I have to repeat what I've said again?" Kei pout. "Stop acting like
you didn't know I'm a boy, I know you knew that I have some dirty little
secret. Stop pretending."
"But I really didn't know you're a boy....not until now~"
"So are you disappointed?" Kei asked trying to hide his red cheeks. "I
know it's hard for you too, I'm sorry I have to lie~
"It's okay..you don't have to worry." Kota smiled sincerely to him. "Now
I know that you're a boy I can be with you without feeling any discomfort."
"What do you mean?" Kei asked, confused.
"I'm really not used to girls..I mean beacause of my job as an idol and
because of my strict agency I became so uncomfortable
when it comes to girls. I didn't even know how to flirt with them." Kota
chuckled weakly.
"So it's true that Ikemen's doesn't have any girlfriend?"
"Hmmm.. some of us do." Kota explained. "It's up to you if you're
going to be faithful to your fans and if you're going
to obey the agency's law."
"Does Yamapi have a girlfriend already?" Kei asked in bewilderment,
waiting for the latter's answer.
"Hi-mi-tsu~" Kota whispered to him. "It's too confidential yo~"
Kei pouts and rolled his eyes. "By the way is it okay for you if I
dress like a guy?" Kei asked all of a sudden, he wants to punch himself from
asking questions like that. Totally embarassing.
"But you're a boy right?" Kota ruffles his hair playfully. "It's really
been a shocking day for me, I found out your a boy but
what shock me most is that, there is something like you exist...you're
so pretty like a girl I think you can beat Chinen!" Kota grinned
and walk away leaving Kei stunned and unable to speak. "I deserve an
unforgettable date, so will you do that for me.... Kei-chan?"
Kei felt his heart was beating so fast once again. His hands were cold
and he can't breath properly. He's so happy he
cannot stop the smile in his face. "Of course an idol like you deserve
an unforgettable date, but I also deserve one since
I dare to date an idol. It's not an easy job yo! It's like risking my
own life, we'll never know if one of your fangirl
will snatch me away from you since I have the guts to date their
favorite idol!"
Kota smile even more, he slowly walk to where Kei is standing and held
the hands, the cold hands of the pretty boy. "Then I'll
hold your hand tightly. I will never let them stole you away from me."
Kota said it in a low voice, almost a whispher. It gave Kei
good chills down his spine. He really can't stand how Kota affects him.
How the boy can make him weak. It's like they just met
last week and there he is acting like an innocent, sweet girl in front of Kota.
“Let’s go get ice cream.” Kota said and smile once again. Kei mentally
face palmed, how can a boy looks so freakin cute? He looked up towards
Kota.
"Ice cream? But it's kinda cold. Don't you think?"
Kota didn’t respond for a while, instead he's smiling slightly and linked his
hands with the younger boy. "Then I'll share my jacket with you? It's a good idea.
Don't you think so?" Kota asked him this time and just like the ice cream, Kei wants
himself to melt where he's currently standing because
for sure he was blushing like a tomato and he doesn't want Kota to see that.
As they finally reached the ice cream shop, a lady greeted them and offer
them a seat.
“Strawberry ice cream, please~” Kota said. He looked over to Kei, “What do you want?”
“Ano...Ehh...”
Kota chuckled at the pretty boy's action. “Kei, relax~”
“Chocolate ice cream and add a scoop of strawberry fudge, please~” Kota said to the lady
whose taking their order.
“Comin’!” The lady said with smile on her face thinking that the two
boys in front of her were too cute to handle. As the ice cream was served
both Kota and Kei began eating. It was a complete silence until Kota decided
to break it.
“Is it good?” The older asked with his usual no eye smile.
“Hai! It's delicious~” Kei replied and continued eating his ice cream.
After that Kota's phone vibrated, indicating someone's calling.
"Hello~ Dai-chan what's wrong?"
"Kota-kun, where are you?" Daiki asked. "Manager-san is looking for you~"
"But I'm on a date right now~" Kota replied. "Just tell him I'm on my sister's wedding~"
"As if you have an older sister~" Daiki laughed at him a bit. Kota surely
didn't know how to invent white lies. "Leader just go home ne? Manager-san is
getting angry~"
Kota sighed and ran a hand through his dark brown hair and turned off his
phone after mumbling some goodbye message to Daiki.
"Kei...I'm sorry~"
Kei looked shocked, “Oh, whatever it is, it's okay for me.”
"It's just...I really have to go. Sorry. I have to run some errands."
"As I have said it's okay for me. Don't stress yourself too much~"
They both went out the shop after Kota paid their ice cream. After that
they walked around the park and Kei noticed how sad the latter was.
"I hope I don't disappoint you~" Kota said weakly, feeling so sad that his
first date will end like this.
Kei didn't say anything but instead a wide smile appear on his face. "No. Thank you~" He mouthed.
"Kei can I say something?" Kota slowly grab the younger's little frame
and hugged him tightly. He burried his face into Kei's neck and release a deep sigh.
"What's wrong?" The younger boy asked with a smile on his face. How can't he
if Kota's hugging his already cold body, and sure Kota was warm enough to make him
comfortable.
"I don't want this day to end~" Kota's words were muffled. "Can I see you again? Will you go out
with me again?”
Kei can't help but to smile, he wasn't really expecting that this day will end as sweet as like this.
"Of course you can..And let me tell you that my teacher will probably kill me if I don't
interview you and the rest of your band members."
"Oh I almost forgot about that." Kota went wide eye. "You can visit our dorm anytime.
Uhmmmm will you crossdress again?"
"Shut up, I'm not going to do that anymore!" Kei pout his plump lips for
the nth time, a habit Kota finds endearingly. “So see you next time?”
"But what if I don't want to let you go?" Kota asked to himself, he really want
this boy so desperately.
"Wait Kei~"
Kei's brow furrowed, waiting for whatever the older boy will say.
"Nothing....I guess I'll just tell it to you next time we meet~" Kota
bit his lower lip. He was really confused right now. A part of him
didn't want to let Kei go but the other told him that it's just not the
right time. Maybe some day, he can properly show what he trully feels
for Kei. Not this time.
The night have passed and they both enjoy their little time together.
It's only a half an hour date but for Kei it's been the longest,
the most sweetest half an hour of his life. He really can't wish for
anything right now. All he know is that he's happy when he's
with Kota and he realized that he's destined not to hate the boy but
instead to love and protect the boy that was being enclosed
with a lonely shadow of his idol career. Kei knows that Kota didn't
deserve all the pressure of being an idol, but he also
knew that eventhough Kota felt this certain loneliness inside him, Kota
still love his job so much and he belive that the guy was
destined to that kind of glamorous job, to give everyone smiles on their
faces and to give inspiration to everyone. Kei think
he must also live up to that kind of life.
author: loveyamapi31
rating: PG13
Summary: Kei hates everything about Kawaii Shonen, a popular idol group that messes
with him everyday but what if he fell in love with the leader of Kawaii Shonen? Will he change the
hatred to love?
Disclaimer: I OWN INOO AND YABU...IN MY DREAMS THOUGH~
A/N: And it takes me a week to update. Sorry :(
Btw I just joined ask.fm, it was crazy there..I mean everyone can ask you
random questions and you can also ask others anonymously XD So if you
have an account there just follow me and freely ask me crazy questions LOL
My account is namubaby. Just search me there. LOL
The sun started to hit Kota's face, telling him that it is time to wake up.
It's already 6:OO in the morning and as a leader it is his obligation to
wake everyone up. Kota got out of his bed lazily and went to the sink to
wash his face. All the stress he felt this last two weeks was so
excruciating and with the help of the running water in front of him he
want those stress to vanish as well. He turned off the faucet as he took
a very deep sigh. He remembered last week he and Takaki had a little fight,
the reason? It's because Kota really wants to be the world's caring leader
but everything around him prevents him from doing that. He really loves
his co-members so much and every success that they have right now he
want that to cherish with those stupid, childish members of his. Yeah
they may be stupid in front of him, they annoy Kota everyday but those
annoying boys were his treasure and he really don't want to loose them
in just a blink of an eye. He doesn't want to act so strict with his co
members, it's just that he can't forget the words that their manager
told him last month.
"Another group will debut, be ready for the consequence~"
Kota can't think of a better plan. He was really pressured right now
knowing a new group will debut on their agency. The
pressure that their old sempais felt, will he feel it too? No! It's too
early for them to feel that. They were so famous that
the idea of them being out powered with the new group was totally
impossible. He really believe on that but what if he's
wrong? What if the day came and Kawaii Shonen, the group that they
established together will falter. He will never allow that to
happen, so with him being so strict was the only thing he have to do
to stay on where they currently stood right now. The
fame, that fucking fame.
"Kota-kun what happen with your first date?" Someone broke his trance,
it was Ryutaro who did that.
"Would you greet me first?" Kota lighly punch the younger boy. "I'll
cook something for you ne? What do you want?"
"But you didn't even answer my question." Ryutaro whined.
"Hey it's too early for a cry baby like you!" Chinen butted in rubbing
his sleepy eyes. "Kota-kun I want some fresh milk!"
"Look who's the baby among us?" Ryutaro teased the latter and the three
of them laugh. It's one of the few moments
that Kota felt so happy in his life. It eargers him to do his best for
their group to stay on the spot light.
"By the way how's your date with the pretty girl, what's her name again?
Kei-chan?" Chinen asked. "Can you tell us what happen?"
Kota rolled his eyes, but in the end he did as he was told knowing he
will never win over this brat. "Nothing special~"
"So it was a complete fail?" Ryutaro said then grab some cookie on the
table.
"No..actually we decided to have a decent date." Kota paused. "We will
meet tonight."
"Woahhh as I expected from you Kota!" Takaki together with the rest of
the boys appeared on the dining room.
"But we're not allowed to date right?" Yamada asked.
"What's the use of disguise?" Kota smirked and everyone gaped at him.
>>>
"So you're telling me you didn't interview the boys?" Haruma asked him
with disbelief.
"I told you Kei will end up looking at those ikemen's face, ohhh I can't
imagine how he drool that day." Koji teased the latter.
"When will you ever learn to shut up Koji?" Kei pout.
"Don't worry someone told me that they will perform at Shibuya later~"
Haruma said and Kei gasped for air. The moment he
heard that he slowly clenched his right hand over his chest. His heart
started to beat so freakin fast like what he felt
yesterday. Is he that excited to see that particular person?
"Then we should corner them so we can finish this damn article." Koji
muttered lazily.
Kota Yabu. Kota Yabu. Kota Yabu. It was ringing inside his head all
day. From the point it pester him already.
"Arghhhh what's wrong with me? Why am I thinking of him all day?!"
"What's wrong pretty Kei?"
"There's nothing wrong with me!" Kei exclaimed and pause a little. "And
another thing Koji! Will you stop calling me pretty it's too annoying?!
And why are you laughing there Haruma!?"
Haruma bit his lower lip, preventing himself from laughing. "S-sorry Kei.
I just find the two of you cute together. You know like a lovely couple~
Can I ship you with Koji? KeiJi? KojiKei?"
"Ewwww stop it Haruma! I'm about to vomit just by hearing those weird OTP
names you made!" Kei said with a disgust on his face and Koji just shrug
about it. "Let's get ready for the interview, we can't fail this time!"
"I know right, I don't want Ms.Ito's punishment either!" Haruma smirked as
the three of them headed to Shibuya.
>>>>>>
Today, everyone's ready for the performance of Kawaii Shonen. It's so
obvious that their fanbase were mostly girls since the
annoying scream of everyone were what Kei can only hear. As of now, he
was not still used to it.
"Being a girl wasn't fun, thank God I'm a boy~" Kei mumbled and the
screams were doubled the moment Kawaii Shonen got
up from the stage. Squeals, shriek and scream were everywhere. It only
stopped the moment a soft melody was played. Bass and
electric guitar being played by Hikaru and Keito respectively, Yuto
being cool with his drum set, Daiki so cute on his key
boards and the person in the middle. He was shining as if he's the only
one standing on that little stage. It was Kota
the leader who was at the center holding for the mic carefully, humming
for the intro lovingly. Kei felt that Kota was staring
at him, at the moment he is sure that the boy do stare at him or is it
just a product of his imagination, of his wishfull
thinking. Hence, it was one of the best moment for Kei, it seems like
his crazy little world stops and he can only see Kota.
Among the hundreds of people in Shibuya, he felt like they were the only
one existing. He, standing so stunned on the
center of the invisible crowds and Kota singing on the stage. It was so
magical...and pure.
"Want you to know I really wanna say to you
That you are the only one....
?? ? ??? You are my everything
???? ??? ? ?? ?? ????? ??
Until the end of time my everything"
The last thing that he heard was the loud cheer of the crowds, it made
him stop from his little dream. It's too early
for him to day dream. Koji then smack him on the shoulder.
"Hey Kei are you still alive?"
"Shut up!" Kei said controlling his voice, he was about to cry from
the weird feeling he had inside him.
"Sorry Koji, Haruma but I think I don't have the guts to interview Kawaii
Shonen today." He continued as he run as fast as he can. Not minding to
look back.
Meanwhile at the stage, Kota gave his best smile to his fans. He stopped
from whatever he's doing the moment he saw a familiar figure running outside
the little stage.
"Kei?" Kota squinted trying to see the person but unfortunately he failed.
"Is it her?"
>>>>
Kei looked at his reflexion from the mirror in front of him. Tonight he
will date an idol. It's indeed a life time dream
for every fangirls but to him, he can't really explain how he feels at
the moment. Well dating an idol wasn't on his plan
and from the fact that it's a boy..seriously? Kei knows he's straight.
Period. But when it comes to Kota, the leader of the
group he really cursed the most, of all people why it has to be Kota?
"Why am I feeling this way?" Kei clenched his fist, he slap himself
twice. "I don't want to lie to him, I'm a boy and.." He
tightly closed his eyes, the fast beating of his heart was the only
thing he felt right now. A minute later he quickly opens his
eyes and gently removes the long blond wig that he borrowed from his
little sister, he removed the make up covering his natural
pretty face and he started to rip the pink dress that he secretly bought
this morning. He wanted to meet Kota without those pieces of shit.
"I'm ready for a hard punch!"
>>>>
Kota cheerfully walked into a small café around the town, answering the
nearby waiter’s greeting with a smile.
“Caramel cofee please~”
The waiter gaped at him. Who wouldn't if someone as gorgeous as him
preferred to drink in this simple, small cafe shop.
“Oh, Yabu..Yabu Kota?! You're from Kawaii Shonen right?”
"Ahhh.." Kota can't find what words to say, as far as he know he did
everything to make a perfect disguise so how come the
waiter recognize him.
"No I'm not!" And with that he run as fast as he can. He's already sick
of it. Lies, and everything related to the
downside of being an idol. He wanted to escape and to be free but he '
feels like someone prevents him from doing that. Yes, he
love his job so much, he thinks that without this fame shit he doesn't
have the things he has right now but as everyone
said money can't buy our happiness and so as love that can bring us a
different kind of happiness.
As Kota patiently stood across the park to wait for his lucky date he
saw a familiar boy staring at him for who knows how
many hours already. Is he a fan? A paparazzi? Or the worst, a creepy
stalker?
"I'm sorry for being rude but why are you staring at me? Do you need
anything?" Kota asked the moment he approached the said boy.
After a minute of silence the said boy finally took off the cap
hiding half of his face and fix the fringe of his hair.
“Yabu Kota I’m going to say something and I don’t want you interrupting
until I finish. It’s not been an easy thing for me,
I'm not supposed to lie from you since I'm not a liar. It sounds so ironic
right? But some circumstances lead me to this, I don't even know how
to explain this to you but actually I lie to you, I'm Kei.. Inoo Kei..
the one you thought as a girl and now I'm here to tell
you that I'm a boy. I'm a boy like you. So whatever feelings I have from
you please don't accept it I know it's a painful
thing for me but for your sake I'm ready to give up everything. Besides
I don't know how to define this stupid feelings I have from you. I can't
explain it~”
Yabu’s face turned confused for a second but still he's not able to
process everything, every word that Kei told him.
“If you didn’t realize Yabu, I’m finished now. You can say something.”
Silence
Kota’s jaw dropped. "So your a boy?" Was the only words left his mouth.
"Do I have to repeat what I've said again?" Kei pout. "Stop acting like
you didn't know I'm a boy, I know you knew that I have some dirty little
secret. Stop pretending."
"But I really didn't know you're a boy....not until now~"
"So are you disappointed?" Kei asked trying to hide his red cheeks. "I
know it's hard for you too, I'm sorry I have to lie~
"It's okay..you don't have to worry." Kota smiled sincerely to him. "Now
I know that you're a boy I can be with you without feeling any discomfort."
"What do you mean?" Kei asked, confused.
"I'm really not used to girls..I mean beacause of my job as an idol and
because of my strict agency I became so uncomfortable
when it comes to girls. I didn't even know how to flirt with them." Kota
chuckled weakly.
"So it's true that Ikemen's doesn't have any girlfriend?"
"Hmmm.. some of us do." Kota explained. "It's up to you if you're
going to be faithful to your fans and if you're going
to obey the agency's law."
"Does Yamapi have a girlfriend already?" Kei asked in bewilderment,
waiting for the latter's answer.
"Hi-mi-tsu~" Kota whispered to him. "It's too confidential yo~"
Kei pouts and rolled his eyes. "By the way is it okay for you if I
dress like a guy?" Kei asked all of a sudden, he wants to punch himself from
asking questions like that. Totally embarassing.
"But you're a boy right?" Kota ruffles his hair playfully. "It's really
been a shocking day for me, I found out your a boy but
what shock me most is that, there is something like you exist...you're
so pretty like a girl I think you can beat Chinen!" Kota grinned
and walk away leaving Kei stunned and unable to speak. "I deserve an
unforgettable date, so will you do that for me.... Kei-chan?"
Kei felt his heart was beating so fast once again. His hands were cold
and he can't breath properly. He's so happy he
cannot stop the smile in his face. "Of course an idol like you deserve
an unforgettable date, but I also deserve one since
I dare to date an idol. It's not an easy job yo! It's like risking my
own life, we'll never know if one of your fangirl
will snatch me away from you since I have the guts to date their
favorite idol!"
Kota smile even more, he slowly walk to where Kei is standing and held
the hands, the cold hands of the pretty boy. "Then I'll
hold your hand tightly. I will never let them stole you away from me."
Kota said it in a low voice, almost a whispher. It gave Kei
good chills down his spine. He really can't stand how Kota affects him.
How the boy can make him weak. It's like they just met
last week and there he is acting like an innocent, sweet girl in front of Kota.
“Let’s go get ice cream.” Kota said and smile once again. Kei mentally
face palmed, how can a boy looks so freakin cute? He looked up towards
Kota.
"Ice cream? But it's kinda cold. Don't you think?"
Kota didn’t respond for a while, instead he's smiling slightly and linked his
hands with the younger boy. "Then I'll share my jacket with you? It's a good idea.
Don't you think so?" Kota asked him this time and just like the ice cream, Kei wants
himself to melt where he's currently standing because
for sure he was blushing like a tomato and he doesn't want Kota to see that.
As they finally reached the ice cream shop, a lady greeted them and offer
them a seat.
“Strawberry ice cream, please~” Kota said. He looked over to Kei, “What do you want?”
“Ano...Ehh...”
Kota chuckled at the pretty boy's action. “Kei, relax~”
“Chocolate ice cream and add a scoop of strawberry fudge, please~” Kota said to the lady
whose taking their order.
“Comin’!” The lady said with smile on her face thinking that the two
boys in front of her were too cute to handle. As the ice cream was served
both Kota and Kei began eating. It was a complete silence until Kota decided
to break it.
“Is it good?” The older asked with his usual no eye smile.
“Hai! It's delicious~” Kei replied and continued eating his ice cream.
After that Kota's phone vibrated, indicating someone's calling.
"Hello~ Dai-chan what's wrong?"
"Kota-kun, where are you?" Daiki asked. "Manager-san is looking for you~"
"But I'm on a date right now~" Kota replied. "Just tell him I'm on my sister's wedding~"
"As if you have an older sister~" Daiki laughed at him a bit. Kota surely
didn't know how to invent white lies. "Leader just go home ne? Manager-san is
getting angry~"
Kota sighed and ran a hand through his dark brown hair and turned off his
phone after mumbling some goodbye message to Daiki.
"Kei...I'm sorry~"
Kei looked shocked, “Oh, whatever it is, it's okay for me.”
"It's just...I really have to go. Sorry. I have to run some errands."
"As I have said it's okay for me. Don't stress yourself too much~"
They both went out the shop after Kota paid their ice cream. After that
they walked around the park and Kei noticed how sad the latter was.
"I hope I don't disappoint you~" Kota said weakly, feeling so sad that his
first date will end like this.
Kei didn't say anything but instead a wide smile appear on his face. "No. Thank you~" He mouthed.
"Kei can I say something?" Kota slowly grab the younger's little frame
and hugged him tightly. He burried his face into Kei's neck and release a deep sigh.
"What's wrong?" The younger boy asked with a smile on his face. How can't he
if Kota's hugging his already cold body, and sure Kota was warm enough to make him
comfortable.
"I don't want this day to end~" Kota's words were muffled. "Can I see you again? Will you go out
with me again?”
Kei can't help but to smile, he wasn't really expecting that this day will end as sweet as like this.
"Of course you can..And let me tell you that my teacher will probably kill me if I don't
interview you and the rest of your band members."
"Oh I almost forgot about that." Kota went wide eye. "You can visit our dorm anytime.
Uhmmmm will you crossdress again?"
"Shut up, I'm not going to do that anymore!" Kei pout his plump lips for
the nth time, a habit Kota finds endearingly. “So see you next time?”
"But what if I don't want to let you go?" Kota asked to himself, he really want
this boy so desperately.
"Wait Kei~"
Kei's brow furrowed, waiting for whatever the older boy will say.
"Nothing....I guess I'll just tell it to you next time we meet~" Kota
bit his lower lip. He was really confused right now. A part of him
didn't want to let Kei go but the other told him that it's just not the
right time. Maybe some day, he can properly show what he trully feels
for Kei. Not this time.
The night have passed and they both enjoy their little time together.
It's only a half an hour date but for Kei it's been the longest,
the most sweetest half an hour of his life. He really can't wish for
anything right now. All he know is that he's happy when he's
with Kota and he realized that he's destined not to hate the boy but
instead to love and protect the boy that was being enclosed
with a lonely shadow of his idol career. Kei knows that Kota didn't
deserve all the pressure of being an idol, but he also
knew that eventhough Kota felt this certain loneliness inside him, Kota
still love his job so much and he belive that the guy was
destined to that kind of glamorous job, to give everyone smiles on their
faces and to give inspiration to everyone. Kei think
he must also live up to that kind of life.