the day has had its way with both of us...
hm, not ecstatic at the moment.today was just one of those days. you all know what i mean. those days where you have nothing worth complaining about, yet you want to complain about everything. those days where nothing bad really happens, but every little thing makes you want to break down and cry. not fun. but eh, i'm over it. nothing really worth talking about, so i'm just gonna leave you all with these lyrics that describe me beyond perfectly:
I hate the world today
You're so good to me
I know but I can't change
tried to tell you but you look at me like maybe I'm an angel underneath
innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
You must have been relieved to see the softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
all rolled into one
I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way
So take me as I am
This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man
rest assured that when I start to make you nervous
and I'm going to extremes
tomorrow I will change
and today won't mean a thing
I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way
Just when you thing you've got me figured out
The season's already changing
I think it's cool you do what you do
and don't try to save me
I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way
I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
when you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numbed, I'm revived
can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way
so yah....that's all i have to say. peace and much love. x0x0
-*-Sar-*-